lil' bUbBlY_gA|

in sch...

2005-09-28T12:01:00.000-07:00

wad a boring day man...i'm now sitting in comp lab doing crap thing tat my cher ask mi to do..
nxt week is alrdy exam and i still got alot of revision to do...haiz..i realli worried about the up coming exam...other than tat i'm also wry about sameera...i dun wan her to retained again...i wanna help her in her studies...but i dunno how...how i wish i can help her...i tried to tok to her alrdy...but den..i dun tink she will listen..haiz..wad am i suppose to do?!?!someone help mi can??
hmmm...kind of bored todae...mrs chandran keep tell my other fwenz to close tat window la..tis window la..how i wish she can juz keep quiet... oh ya..todae got anugerah..muz watch!!cannot miss it man!!i support all of dem obviously la..but i realli2 admire their talents...how i wish i can myt dem one to one...ahhhh~~~sooo cool...hehehehe....i admire fauzie and khairul coz dey are soo swit...and i juz loves thier smile...as for syed and khairil..i lyk dem cos dey are good looking...hehehe...they got thier own x factor man!!

haiz..i realli miss my darling...nearly 3 weeks i didnt mit hym..can die!!i juz wan to tok to hym on the fone and hear his voice..miss hym lyk hell...life is soo boring w/o hym..miss his jokes and other.. i hope todae he will col or msg mi and ask mi to col hym..

ok la..i gtg alrdy....blog in ltr again...tata~
(ps:sayang...i realli miss you..i dun wanna lose you....)

1 mth...happie together...

2005-09-27T21:38:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR ISKANDAR!!yeah man!!tat is his name..iskandar i reali in love wif hym...todae is my 1 mth wif hym...dere's alot of happieness and sadness tat we've been through together...i realli dun wan to lose someone whom i realli love and care about...i juz dun wan my tis relationship happen to lyk my past relationship...i'm truely deeply and madly in love wif hym..he realli change my life wen i'm sad about nazri...aniway hu cares about nazri now...tat bastard...now the onli guy in my heart is my dearest hubby...MUHD ISKANDAR SHAH..HAPPIE 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY TO US SAYANG.. dere's alot of thing tat we been through all tis 1 mth..i hope tis relationship can last long...i miss you alot..i need you..and i dun wanna lose you...i treat hym reali lyk my hubby...cos y??he realli care about mi...even though last 2 weeks we keep quarrelling wif each other...we know tat is it for our own good...even though we quarrel alot...we still love each other...wad we need in each other is trust...dat is the most important thing for mi in the relationship..trust,understand each other and loyal to one...
HAPPIE ANNIVERSARY TO US...MUAACCKZZ.....

exam tyme...

2005-09-26T18:03:00.000-07:00

exam is juz around the corner...i'm busy doing my revision...everyday pack wif exam schedule tat i made for myself...till i dun have tyme to enjoy myself...ya man...tat's my life now...i'm bz all the way.. cant even find tyme to myt my guy...haiz..anyway tis is juz for a while...den my life will be juz like normal again...so tis few weeks i've been busy wif my sch and other...soo stress man!!till i got headache...haiz...so wad happen in sch todae??i suddenly become so 'study type'...listening to teacher...and do my werk...den got physics exam...basically i can do the other question except for question on light...i don't even noe a single thing about it la...how u expect mi to do it ryte...aniway it's over now...and i juz have to wait for the result... =)
had been 2 weeks i didnt myt my guy...i miss hym alot...i hope he understand why i cant myt hym all tis moment...aniway he's inside camp...so the onli tyme i can myt hym is during weekend...and last saturday i didnt myt cos i'm studying wif neesha and at the same tyme his mum juz come back from mekah...so let hym spent the tyme wif his family...tinking of meeting on the next day..but den..end up he going out wif his parents...well..nvm den...maybe nxt week den i myt him...onli if he wan to follow mi go study la..hm...ok la..got to get back to study..buaiz..
(ps:sayang..i reali miss you alot...take care of urself...n dont fool around okies.. =) i love u lots...btw tmr is our 1 mth anniversary...i hope u will remember and wish mi first be4 i wish you =) even though i'm kind of sad cos cant celebrate the 1 mth wif u...i'll try to make myself happie okies..u dun wry abt mi...all u need to do is juz take care of urself and remember i'll always love you...muacckkzz..lots of love frm mi to you)

wad the toot!!

2005-09-16T18:25:00.000-07:00

i'm back...hmm...went to ite college simei ytd n todae...well..ok la it was fun..i enjoyed myself..c lots of guys..aniway hu cares..i dun wan dem..i juz wan the onli one tat is in my heart rite now...iskandar...tat's it man!!soo..wad did we actuali do dere...
1)get to noe more abt their courses..
2)try out new things...
3)get to noe how is ITE life is all abt..
4)pretending as if we open our own shop..
tat's soo cool lor...we pretend tat he have our own shop..den we werk and serve the customers...
wad a great experience i had la...i also learnt how and wad does essential oil made...
ok..enough of tat...
~~my life~~
i have no idea wad is going on in my life...
i feel lyk giving up n not continuing wif my life..
i juz feel lyk argh..i have no words to describe it man...
i'm juz wondering y muz ppl backstabbed mi wen i didnt do anithing wrong to dem?!?!
WHY?!?!WHY?!!?can anione tell mi tat??
i'm really hurt by someone hu did tat to mi...
y muz u go around tell ppl the bad things abt mi and make dem hate mi..
wad's wrong wif u ppl ar??got nth better to do is it?!?!?!?!!!!muz go around and backstabbed ppl..and put words in their mouth!!!
i hate it man!!!go fuck wif dem la...
one day if i realli cant take it i wif wad ever SHIT! dey doing now i'll confront dem!!
u tink i'm scared?!?! elo..u find trouble wif wrong person ok...once u did tat to mi means u are finding trouble wif mi...n once u find trouble wif mi..i wont let u go if wad u did to mi really hurt mi n bring bad names to mi...juz wait for the tymes to come...
i'll settle it one to one...no other ppl involve..juz wait for the tyme..n be prepared...

hey...i'm back...

2005-09-05T21:14:00.000-07:00

ellow...i'm back after soo long tyme didnt blog in...well i'm dun feel lyk blogging in tis few weeks... but still i'm back wif lots n lots of story..i tink till tmr also can finish if i wan to tell it one by one... hmm..well nw i've alrdy break up wif nazri...hmm..i dun tink my fate is wif hym..aniway..i tried not to be too sad abt it...i tink he got another gal..mmm..aniway hu cares...he's no longer in my life...he also didnt contact mi ever since we silent break wif each other...but few weeks ltr i got to noe tis one guy named iskandar...well he brighten up my life again..n now i'm wif hym..i hope my relationship wif hym can last long nw..=) haix..tis week i cant meet hym...next week den maybe i can myt..y??cos he is going pulau tekong tmr...den nxt week on thursday den he come back...gonna mish hym alots.. (p.s:syg i will mish u alot..take care of urself okies..muack..) ok..ok..enough of tat...i juz got back my report slip last fridae...well i failed 3 and pass 3...lucky i pass those subject tat my mum wanted mi to pass...lucky man...aniway i still have to werk hard for my final exam..dun wan to regret lyk last tyme again...dun wan to retained another yr man...i had enough tis yr...hmm...cant believe it tat i can get A2 for my math n mly...hahaha...however i'm trying to get A1 for it...hmm... so tis week..no sch for one week...well tat's great man!!it's not tyme for mi to enjoy but tyme for mi to brush up on my studies n catch up wif those topic which i'm weak at...aniway i'm going back to sch on thurs and friday to study...so i tink i can brush up wif those thing i'm weak at ar... so todae...wad happen...hmm..didnt go out actuali...cos ytd my darling juz went back to camp...den todae dun feel good all the day...feeling lyk as if something bad is happen to someone tat is close wif mi or someone tat i reali lyk...especially iskandar....but i dunno wad is it...haix...wish no one is hurt or wadever is it...sitting at home...TOTALLY boring!!nth to do...finish doing some of my hmwk..wan to revise my book i put it in sch..dunno wad to revise...hmm...okla gtg liao...wanna watch tv..buaiz...

wad a boring dae...

2005-08-18T19:50:00.000-07:00

ello fwenz..i'm back again after didnt update my blog for a few daes or weeks...wad actually happen todae...it's juz a freaking boring dae todae...
hmm..wad actuali happen in school todae...mr yeoh wasn't realli in the good mood todae...dunno wad's the cos of it...den we got back our math common test paper...
well i did very well...i scored 41/50...not bad huh?
den for english..went to the comp lab for juz one lesson...wad the toot ryte??1 lesson in the comp lab...wad's dere to do sia...juz sit inside..den surf to one web in the end muz shut down the comp and went back to class...wtf sia...
after school...went out wif shairah...went to tampines mall...
it's so damn freaking boring lor...it's lyk wad the hell?!?!?very few people dere lor...

and now i'm lyk sitting at home tinking of wad i wan to do next...i'm juz lyk totalli freaking bored now...dunno wad to do...watch tv...my cuzzin watching those show he wan to watch...play comp...play till soo sian alrdy...wad am i suppose to do sia...
oh ya...before i forget...i juz dunno wad happen to mi todae...i mean for the past few daes i've been happie all the tyme..but out of sudden i suddenly tink of nazri...
i reali dunno wad the hell is wrong wif mi...if wanna sae i miss hym...abit got la..but i try to forget abt hym alrdy...oh gawd...what is happening to mi...
hmmm...but nvm..now i'm ok abit liao...i'm not reali sad wen tinking abt hym...cos i noe no matter wad i juz need to face the fact and juz move on wif my lyfe....concentrate in my studies is the most important ting....since now i'm doing quite well...onli tat i need to buck-up in some of my subject...i've to keep up the standard that i'm in now...

hmm..ok la..gtg liao...dunno wad to do after tis...maybe juz slack and watch tv or wad...hmm...buaiz...stay tuned for the next updates....

wadever...

2005-08-18T19:07:00.000-07:00

hey fwenz..i'm lyk in school ryte now...having english lesson...sooo boring...
we are told to go in to a website...den read wadever toot stories...soo freaking wad lor...
got no mood todae...dun feel lyk coming to school lor actualli...but no choice...
oh ya..before i forget...
TO radhiah...
i wan to wish u happie bdae...all the best in wadever things you do okies??
sory for the beating...hehehe...that the present for you...hahaha...hmm..turning
15 ryte tmr??BIG gal alrdy huh...dun act lyk small kids animore okies..sry i cant
come for ur bdae party...hope u enjoy it okies...buaiz..buiaz...you rawks man!!
HAPPIE BDAE TO YOU!!!

oklah...i got to go alrdy...chaer nagging alrdy...buaiz... =P

hakim,gaya,silvia

2005-08-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

my beloved fwenz n lil god-brother...(gaya,silvia n hakim)

mi and sam

2005-08-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

lets smile sistaz....

mi and eddie...

2005-08-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

wad is tat wif the stick out tongue??

3n4 pic

2005-08-18T07:25:00.001-07:00

*3N4 rulez man!!*

resting

2005-08-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

lets rest for a while after a long walk....

boiz...

2005-08-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

yeah!!it's tyme to eat!!

sunset

2005-08-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

nice ryte the sunset??

fcuk..i'm sick...

2005-08-06T20:05:00.000-07:00

elo peeps...erm..i'm kinda nt feeling well now actuali..
have been 3 days i'm sick..ytd i'm ok abit but todae it come again..
haiz..dunno wad happen..dunno wad's wrong wif mi..maybe i didnt take care of myself...
erm...aniway hu cares...if i'm sick also better...maybe it's gonna be my turn to die next..
hu knows..i dunno..u dunno..onli god noe ryte??
ok..ok...enough of tat..
well..dere's alot of stories tat i wanna tell.but i also dunno how to list them down...
hmm...let mi tink...
ok firstly is...my studies...basically..i can see that my studies is improving..especially for math..n now i'm trying to do well in my english...
well..actuali i juz finish my common test..
for eng n humanities..i can do..but i'm not sure if i'll get good result...
an as for math n science..well...physics i can do it..but nt for chem. n for math...
oh gosh!!i loose 5 marks juz lyk tat..cos y??cos i didnt do the question...ar...fcuk...
aniway...tat's over now..and i cant turn back the tyme..
ok..ok...enough abt the studies thing...
next is...my belovered guy...nazri....i reali2 miss hym alot...i cant get rid of hym from my mind...i realli miss you..
hmm..ytd at last i get to tok to hym on the phone..i miss his voice man..his swit voice..awww...sooo sweet...
den get to noe tat his brother's hand broke...oh my..soo poor thing...
mamat u better take care of urself ok...dun let ur brother close the door juz lyk that without seeing that ur hand is there...hehehe...pity for you...take care of you hand...
soo...update for todae...i went out wif neesha and shairah...bought red shirt cos i need to wear it on mondae..shit sia..
ps:to naz..it's not i semangat national day okies!my cher yg ask my class to wear okies..dun anihow say lyk tat ar you...
den wen to eat at long john...tat one also i didnt eat finish..dunno why la..no mood to eat...
first tyme ar i didnt eat finish..haish..realli dunno wad happen...
den after tat i straight away went hm...cos got headache..and reali wanting to go home...cos why??cos i wan to reest..haiz..poor thing rtye mi..haish...
hmm..ok la..gtg..i wanna rest alrdy...sick!!!argh!!fcuk!!!
To naz:
i reali mizz you alots...all i wan is you...i dun wan anithing else other den you..do you remember wad u told mi last time...i'm truly deeply in love wif you...that is wad to told mi..and i still can remember till now...i lurb you lots...muacks...

tinking of switty

2005-07-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

tinking of our switty... *smile* =D

mi n neesha

2005-07-23T10:33:00.001-07:00

mie n neesha =)

e gurzz

2005-07-23T10:33:00.000-07:00

gurl rulez!!

e galz

2005-07-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

mr yeoh n the galz...

e boiz again...

2005-07-23T10:30:00.001-07:00

e boiz n mr yeoh....

mi n glenys

2005-07-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

lets smile =))

asrezal n izzat

2005-07-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

smile!! =)

e boiz

2005-07-23T10:28:00.000-07:00

e cool,handsome,nerdy dudes

mOi cLasS

2005-07-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

my class during racial harmony dae

we are not meant to be together.. =(

2005-07-14T18:40:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...i'm back..
but nw..wif a sad story...
haiz...i'm single nw...
i'm nt meant to be wif hym...

haiz...hmm..wad actuali happen in sch todae...
i wasnt in the mood to study...
SERIOUS!!i was moody all dae...
den dere's tis one part whereby i suddenly tink abt nazri...
haiz...i reali feel lyk crying during tat tyme...but den i try to control my tears...
so i ask my cher permission to go toilet...
den i called neesha n told her abt it...
wen back to my class...cos dun wan my cher to suspect anything...

but den end up wen i reach my classroom...
i reali cant control my tears animore...
i burst into tears...
den radhiah saw it...
she told sameera n gaya...
my lil godbrother,hakim, try to comfort mi...
thanks hakim...
but however i prefer keeping my problem to myself...
i didnt tell animore except for neesha,gaya n sameera...
not even my mother noe tat i'm having problem nw...

haix...dere's nth i can do nw...
everything is different...nazri is no longer belong to mi...
and i'm no longer belong to hym...
nw i juz follow my fate...
if fate wan mi to be together wif hym...
maybe i will patch back...but if nt...
he will continue wif his life and mi...i will go own wif my life...
=(

mIzz hYm...

2005-07-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

eloo peeps...i'm back at last...
i have been slightly busy tis few weeks...
soo didnt get the chance to blog in always...
soo..wad happen todae??
sundae..juz sit at home...
doing nutting..juz watch tv..study and play comp...

haish...miz my darling soo much..
didnt get to tok to hym on the pone for quite a few days alrdy...
miz his voice man..
his swit voice..juz lyk a small kids.. =)
haish...

he's too busy wif his werk...
solving tis case la...tat case la...
haish..wad to do...
ok..ok...enough of tat...
juz hope tat he will col mi wen he's free...
(actuali kind of wry abt hym nw cos he's still sick..)

soo...wad reali happen for the past few weeks...
hmmm*tinking*
well..i've been werking n also schling...
sch...it's still the same...nt much changes...
as for my werk...it's still the same too...
nt much changes...
but nw seems tat mi n cedric is quite close...
i mean...as a fwen of cos...
until my werkmates called us' a couple'
hehehe...
ok..ok...stop abt it...

soo...tmr dere's nt sch...
and as for mi..i'll be werking!!=)
hmmm...wad to ryte somemore??
ok la..i tink till here first i write...
maybe i'll write again next tyme...
buaiz...buaiz...

e start of a new chapter for miee

2005-06-13T10:25:00.000-07:00

heluu peeps...
long tyme didnt blog in... =)
the last tyme i blog in was during ma bdae...
i'm kinda bz nw daes....
lots of hmwk to do...n also werking....
bz...bz...bz....bz all the way...
hehhe....

13/06/05....da start of a new chapter for mie...
why??why??why??
cos i'm attached! =)
at last ma wishy come true...
ma wishy tat i've been waiting for a long tyme....
which is to stead wif someone from police academy...
hehehe...
nw i'm attached to a guy named Nazri...
sooo....i'm taken!!sry....

hehehe...
haish...tmr he will be going back to camp...
hmmm...gonna mish hym...
nvm...todae gonna myt hym ltr... =)

reason why i accept hym??
1)he ish loving..
2)funny...humourous...(isnt tat da same thing)
3)caring
4)sweet
5)lurves to make mi laugh...
6)understanding
last but nt least...
7)he ish da onli one tat i've been waiting for...

i'll nv forget the date...
n i'll alwaes keep u in ma heart...
lurve u ayang...muackzz...

hmmm..ok la..gtg liao...i'll try to update ma blog again if i'm free..
buaix...buaix...

HAPPIE BDAE TO MIE!!!

2005-06-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE BDAE TO MIEE!!!!
yeah man!!i'm sixteen at last..hehehe...
the lil swit sixteen gurl is here man!!!

oh..how did i actuali celebrate ma swit sixteen.....
wanna noe.????

ok...i actuali went out wif ma mum for a while...
celebrate wif her...she bought for mie a bag n sandals....
den we went to buy a soccer ball for ma lil cousin...
as his bdae also fall the same day n date as mi...

can believe it huh...tat was ma present ma aunty gave to mi 2 yrs ago...
n todae he turn 2 yrs old n mi...swit 16 =)
ok...den i went out wif ma fwen...
gaya,sameera n her lil brother,ibrahim....
thanks alot gurlz...u gurlz reali brighten ma swit sixteen... =) *huggies*

we went to Burger King....actuali i dun reali noe wad the hell we went dere for la...
but end up...dey buy for mi a meal...
ohhh....tat's soooo swit of u gurlz...hehehe...
but in the end i didnt finish the meal...hehehehe.....

den after tat we went tm...
went to the arcade...n guess wad???
we end up play pool!!!
hehehe....
but tis one also we play for fun one ar....
no competing one la...

aniway i reali enjoy ma bdae man....
those gurlz reali brighten ma day man...
lurve u gurlz....
nt forgetting for those tat wish mi happie bdae....
thanks u guyz....
lurve u all....MUACKZ....

ok la..gtg liao..tired sia....
buaiz...buaiz...

HAPPIE BDAE TO MIE!!!
THE LIL' SWIT SIXTEEN SIGNED OFF......

sundae boing

2005-05-29T20:33:00.000-07:00

hey fwenz...
sundae...boing dae...y??
cos i'm sitting at home all dae...
damn freaking bored...

juz finish doing some of ma hmwk...
oh gosh!!dere's soo many hmwk man!!
wondering if i can finish all of dem...
*tinking*hmmm.....

tot of going out juz now...
but den...end up staying at hm...
lazy to go out...hehee...

haix...i dunno y i got tis feeling...
but i kinda mish ma fwen man...
i noe it's kinda wierd cos i juz tok to hym ytd nyte....
hehehe...*paiseh*

haish....i wanna tok to him!!!
i juz mish his nonsense man...
how i hope he will call mi tonite...
hmm...hope so he will...

soo..wad am i actuali doing nw??
i'm toking online to ma gerl fwenz nw...
toking crap....toking nonsense...
toking abt wadever shit...

argh!!tmr dunno can go out or nt...soo damn farking bored...
muz wait till tuesdae den can go out...y??cos i'm werking on tat dae...
haish....ok la..gtg liao...got nothing else to tok abt...
juz a freaking BORED story....
tata~~~~

HAPPIE BDAE GAYA!!!

2005-05-27T19:02:00.000-07:00

Juz came back akteli...
went to celebrate GAYA bdae juz nw...
HAPPIE BDAE GAYA!!hope u lyk our surprise juz nw..
hehehe..*huggies*

went celebrate at ma werking place...
KFC!!!hehehe...
wahH!!veri wad lor..
seems lyk in the kfc ma fwenz is the nosiest sia...
*paiseh*paiseh*

however it is...
i still enjoy myself...n the important ting is...
e bdae gal also enjoy herself...n i can see the big smile on her face =D
glad u enjoy urself gaya... =D

den sameera went to buy the food...
while mi...i'm trying ma best to stick the candles on the cake...
in e end i hab to ask ron to help mi..
hehehe...

actuali the cake is a surprise for her ar..
she didnt even noe abt it...
at last wen the food is ready..
sameera n the other gals help to distribute....

i went in to bring the cake...
i stand behind ron,raoul n glenys...
den wen we bring out the cake...
gaya face was lyk...shock...
her face was lyk showing"ohhh ma god?!"

hahahaha!!!!see her face i wanna laugh man!!!
sing her the bdae song...waHH~~~~
her face paiseh alrdy sia...
of cos lor..dere's soo many ppl dere n we are lyk sing the song for her...
sowie gaya...

den after tat...
mi,sam,gaya,liyan,peiwen n vivien...
went to watch movie...
MADAGASCAR........
ssoooo funny man the show!!
hahaha...the squrrel soooooooooo damn kiut!!

especially the eyes...
soo big...round...wah...dunno how to discribe it ar...
after tat..of cos we went hm ar..
cos gaya got meet the parents session...

haiz...after the whole dae of habing fun...
gaya suddenly become beri sad...
y??juz cos her mother wan to mit the cher..
aiyo...
gaya..u dun be too sad okies??
at least u pass...

hmmm...tired sia...
wahh..lucky juz nw i show ma mum my report book she didnt sae anything...
lucky man...
hehehe....nvm..at least i pass =P
ok la..gtg liao...wanna rest..buaiz...

sick

2005-05-24T22:02:00.000-07:00

hey..i'm back again...
didnt blog in for quite a few days...
well..todae..
tuesdae..suppose go to sch..
but den didnt..

i'm sick almost for 1 weeks..
ytd den went to see doctor...
tat one is also becos ma granny force mi...
if can i dun wan to go sia...

soo...the doc gave mi 2 daes mc...
cos i've got a bad cough ytd...
den ask mi to hab a good rest at home...

well..i juz follow wadever instruction tat was given...
but the wierd thing is tat..
wenever after i eat ma medicine...
i'll be lyk shivering...
i dunno wad's happening ar...

ma mum say it's either cos i didnt eat much b4 taking the medicine...
or maybe the medicine is very strong...
i dunno which one is true ar..
but wen i ate it for the second tyme...
i shivered also..

haix...i dunno la..
hope tat i can get well soon...
juz nw went online...
den sam n lee ling pm mi...

thanks gurls for showing ur concern towards mie...
i appreciate tat... =)
i hope tat i can get back to sch early...
i mish all ma fwenz man... =P

c ya guys again on thursday okies??
i'll be back by den...
mish u all...
muacckkzzzzz.......~~~~~~

hehehe...ok enough of tat...
hmmm...3 more daes to go...
and gaya will be celebrating her bdae...
well gaya...i wanna wish u in advance
'HAPPIE BDAE TO YEW'
may god bless yew okies...
*hugzz*muackzzzz*

ermm...ok la..i need to rest alrdy...
ma headache has come back...
argh...soo annoying man!!!

ok la guys..gtg liao...
ciaoz.....bb....c ya again nxt tyme...

ma results is OUT!!

2005-05-18T18:29:00.000-07:00

heluu peeps~~
i back again after a long break...
hehehe...
ok..so wad happen in sch todae...
i got back ma test result...
for...ermm...
math,poa,humanities,mly, physics n eng...

soo...out of tat 6 suject i fail 2...
which is eng n physics...
oh gosh!!i fail ma eng lei!!i fail by 10 marks sia!!
haix..i nearly cry in sch man...
tis is onli for the paper...
but i juz wish tat for the overall i pass!!
wish me good luck...

den for phyics...i fail by alot man...
i onli get 14/50 .... see??how bad is ma science...
aniway i knew tat i will fail ma tis exam..
so didnt rali put on hope actuali..
hahaha...

for the others..i pass...
n guess wad?!?!
i pass ma humanities!!
oh gawD..tat's so unbelieveable man!!
mie??passing humanities??
muz be kidding ryte??
of cos la..for the whole tyme in ma life...
i had NEVER pass ma humanities...
n i cant believe tat i am the highest for ma history...
hahahaha....
i've study veri hard juz to improve on it..
n i tink i deserve it..
hahaha

ok..next...
i'm so happie tat i've got A1 for ma poa!!
at last ma wish come true haha...
even though it's onli lyk 76.5
but i still got A1 ok...hahaha...

todae ma mood is happie n sad sia...
happiee cos the result tat i got is reali shocking...
sad cos i fail ma eng again...haiyyo...
but i'm reali damn shock wen i looked at ma humanities result...
it's soooo.......................
...............................
UNBELIEVEABLE!!!
until i ask gaya to pinch ma hand
to tell mi tat i'm nt dreaming...
n ya!!i'm nt dreaming..i reali pass ma exam...
hahahah

sooo...after sch..i got npcc training....
NPCC I"M BACK AGAIN!!
hehehe
trained for the inter-cca drill comp...
which is next wednesday....
trained lyk hell...till i got no energy to march...haaha....

but at the ending part i somesort quarrel wif ma sec3...
cos of smth...dere's no need to mi to tell i tink...
hmmm...
ok la..gtg...i'm beri tired...
wanna rest first...
stay tuned for new updates okies??
ciao~~tata~~

boring

2005-05-11T18:16:00.000-07:00

heloo peeps...
hmm..damn bored nw..
got nuting better to do...
exam finish...dun need to go sch...
till nxt monday..
haix..wad to do..

sit at hm..watch tv..slp...
tat's all...like lil PIG!
maybe on fridae going gym...
c first..nt yet confirm...
den on saturdae going back to werk...

yeah man!!!can't wait..hehehe...
mish all mi werkmates...heheheh...
c ya on saturday fwenz...hahaha...
ok..ok...stop it..if not i'll be crazy..

soo...todae...
follow my mama went interview at semei...
n guess wad??she got the job....
at banquet...same work place as nasuha's mum...

den follow her went to geylang..to buy her blouse...
after tat...go hm...
soooooo.......boring ryte??
argh...wan to go out also dunno wan to where....

wan to tampines mall...
oH gaWd!!!tat place is damn boring!!!
evryday go dere till sian...
hmmm..tinking of go play pool at bedok...
but dunno wen...
maybe wen sch holiday den go ar...

hmmm...ok la..gtg liao...wanna watch tv...
stay tuned for new updates oteh?!
tata~~~

yeah!!at last!!finish!!

2005-05-09T20:03:00.000-07:00

elo~~~
yeah man..at last..
my exam finish alrdy..
hehehe..
oh my..
tis yr 2 of my frenz challenge mi in poa n math...
oh gawd...i hope i win dem..hehehe...

soo...wad happen todae??
hmm...lemme see...
todae is my poa paper...
sooo easy man!!
first tyme my trial balance i can balance during the first try...
heeheheh..
den after tat went hm...
nt feeling well...
haix..tot of going gaya's hse..
but...hmm..in e end go hm...
cant stand my headache ar..
aiyo...haix...
3 days liao still haven recovered....
hmmm...haix..

reach hm..watch tv...
den suddenly fall asleep...
i slept abt 4 hrs lyk tat..
hehhe...lil piggy sleeping non stop..

yeah man!!nw can enjoy!!
exam finish alrdy...
hehehe..can go out...
enjoy..enjoy..enjoy!!!!
holiday till next mon...
tmr can wake up late!!!yeah man!!!

hmm..ok la..gtg...
wanna rest first...
my throat still in pain nw...
haix..hope can recover soon...
tata~~

totally confuse...

2005-05-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...
i'm nw in confuse actuali...
haix..i dunno how to start it...
but if ani of my frenz read tis...
i hope u can help mi out....

hmm~~ok..how shld i start it....
well..i got tis fren of mine...
noe him for nearly 4 yrs la....
we are so called as close frenz alrdy la...
at first..tis fren of mine stead wif ma so called best fren la(frm ma pri. sch)....
den after dey break for quite long...i start to have feeling for him....

ok...ok..i noe it might sound abt weird...
i also get to noe tat he like mi...
at first i try to denied it...i mean abt mi gt feeling for him...
but den the feeling start to grow...wad i mean is tat i start to miz him all tis...
i dunno y...cos i'm totali in so called dilemma...
nw...he's still waiting for mi to give him the ans. if i lyk him or nt....
actuali...ya..i do lyk him...but i dun tink i'm ready...
u noe..get into relationship all tis...

den as u all noe..he is my best fren ex...
to mi its lyk nt nice to stead wif my best fren ex...
i mean..u see...wad if she still got feeling for him??
n i dun noe abt it?n den stead wif him....
wont it lyk hurt my fren feeling...
i dowan to hurt her feeling u see...
she have been my fren for almost 5 or 6 yrs...
n how can i easily hurt her feeling juz lyk tat rite??

haix..nw i dunno wad to do...
some of my frenz said wad...
if i reali lyk him...
juz go on..n dun need to tink abt wad will my best fren say...
aniway she is no longer wif him...
so why muz i care??
but...haix...i reali in situation where my i reali need alot of advise...
i dun wan to end up hurting someone feeling....
neither my best fren nor the guy feeling....
plz...plz..plz..plz help mie...

i'm back...

2005-04-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

hey frenz..i'm back..
veri busy aR nowdays...
gt lots of revision tat i need to do....
exam coming mah...muz study hard..dun wan to upset my parents again...
soo..wad happen todae??hmm..nth much actuali..
juz stay at hm..do my revision n my homework...
den tok on the phone wif my gurl frenz..
fun to tok to dem...wif all thier crazy things to tok abt...
hehehe...=P ...hmm..mid yr start next week...
i'm like 50% ready n 50% nt ready...
dunno if i can do well...nvm..i'll try my veri best....
hmm..wad to tok abt??well lets tok abt ytd wad happen...

ok...ok...ytd went out wif neesha n shairah...oh ya..
and also nabil..mit nabil at tm mac...den we went to mit
neesha's bf...asir...after tat we went our separate ways...
neesha went off wif her guy...while mi,shairah n nabil
go window shopping at tm...den went to century square...
den wanna noe hu i met dere??kadafi...-_-" nabil cousin...oh my gawd..y muz i met him dere sia...den end up all of us hang out together..
aiyo..suay sia...haix..ok...ok..enough of tat...
after tat...we went to mac opposite the kfc(my werk place)...
at first we wan to slack dere..but end up shairah wan to go hm..
so i have to sent her to interchange...den saw my mum..
cos i'm suppose to mit my mum as she wan to see nabil face to face..
hahahaha...veri funny sia..i look at nabil's reaction...
oh my...wan to laugh sia..but i control my laughter..whakakaka...
*lol*
ok..ok..enough of tat..well...wanna noe wad's my mum comment
abt nabil??
soo.....here it is:
-ok la..
-nt bad looking...
-got the height...
-hmmm..nt sure if it suits wif ma dotter...
(veri bad huh..haha)
-got a stubborn looks...hahahaha..tat's true man....
-overall..ok la..can..hahaha....
see??that's wad ma mum comments abt him..ahahaha...LOL...
i cant stop laughing n smiling wen ma mum tok abt him...
hehehehe...
ok..ok..enough..enough...
well...todae he didnt col mi..
hmm..dunno y..maybe studying...
nvm..it's ok...i dun mind...
i mean he shld be studying since he's taking n level tis yr..
or if nt also he's toking on the phone...
correct wad..tat's wad he juz lurves to do at nite....
i noe him reali well man....
hahaha....
ok la..gtg liao...i'm now reali damn boing...
hmmm...i tink i'll go watch tv first...if nt...
den maybe slp lor...*lil piggy wan to slp*
hehehe...ok la...
tata...c ya..stay tuned for my new updates...
=P

sooo kiut.....

2005-04-30T19:53:00.000-07:00

kak aeiou n her son...kiut tak??hehehe...juz lyk his father... =)

stop passing!!

2005-04-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..
ok..wad actuali happen todae??
hmm..i juz got back my math test paper..
n..oh yeah!i pass!!haha..i get the highest for it..
i've got 37/40..tat's A1 man!!cant believe tat i can
get tat high!!!ahHH!!~~soo hapi man...hehe..aniway frenzz
if u guys need ani help i will always help ur all...dun wry..
hehehe...
aniway..after school went out wif neesha,asir n glenys..
ok..ok..asir is a guy frm ite bedok...i juz knew him n his
other frenz last fridae at tampines mall...
n now he's neesha boifren..ok..it's a surprise for mi actuali...
cos neesha juz told mi juz nw..
well..i juz hang out wif dem for a while..den wen home..
cos got tuition after tat...
soo..for tuition..my 'teacher' mark my hmwk..which is assessment 1...n...oh gosh!!i get A1 for it..ahhahaha...soo reali damn hapi..
hehe...den during the ending of the lesson neesha start to msg mi..
den wanna noe wad?!
..........................
asir fren msg mi...oh gawd!!on friday was fadzil..n todae...nasrul...oh my..how the heck he got my no sia..confirm frm tat fadzil...WTF...aniway..nasrul msg mi..said wad he wan to kenal2..den ok..i mean i dun mind making fren wif him...
den i told neesha abt it..n wad...neesha told mi tat nasrul gt
gal arldy..den i was lyk...wad?!?!..hmm..nvm la..i juz dun wan to become the third party between dem...ok..enough of tat...
soo..nxt...abt fadzil..wanna knoe wad...he said i'm
the wild type of gal..wad the fuck!!i'm nt lor
dun anihow sae oki!!!if u dun reali noe mi...
dun anihow judge mi la!!go fuck off la!!!
argh!!enough of it la..i dun wan to tink abt it animore...
ahh~~~i juz wanna go rest first...relax my mind...
n dun tink about it animore..aniway plz!!stop passing my no. around oki!!
i dun reali lyk it...

NPCC AY ROX man!!

2005-04-24T17:20:00.000-07:00

hElo frenzz...todae mi veri e tired sia..ytd go hm late..cos mi n moi other frenz went to the police academy...watch NPCC DAY...it was sooo......cool man!!i mean i like the toy soldier part...it was soo funny...hehehe...wen dere ard 4 plus...den the thing finish ard 7 plus...but i reach hm ard 9 plus...tired sia...aniway i get to see all my other CIs tat took my contigent during my NPCC DAY last yr...wah!!mish all of dem sia...i mean so long didnt see dem lor..den suddenly ytd got to see dem... =D den saw rayyan...miao sheng all....noth of dem were wif the other CIs also during tat tyme....ok..back to the toy soldier part...i lyk to see the part wen radhiah have to do the stupid dance...she look sooo kiut man..hahaha...gonna disturb her tmr..hehehe...soo evil sia mi..hehehe..ok..ok..enough of tat..at the same tyme i also get to the lots of mats man!!!all the malay police man!!sooo hansem n kiut!!!hahahaha!!!ok..ok..i'm going nutz...ok..enough of tat..

sooo..wad happen todae??nth great happen actuali..i'm suppose to go out support gaya..but my mama dun allow mi... =( i realli sry gaya...maybe next tyme den can...haix...hmmm...*yawn* i'm kind of slpy actualli..hmm..better go slp first la..tired..cos ytd didnt get enough rest...tata...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

boring....

2005-04-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...ok todae sch was really damn fun..
i dunno y...but everything seems soo damn great...
ok..for PE..we train for our NAFA test...den went for running..
for those hu pass..onli need to run 1 round...mi..ya..i onli run 1 round...
i run all the way till finish..in e end i hurt my own leg..shit rite..

den got my his. lesson...first tyme in my life his. lesson was soo great...
i mean most of the tyme it will be so damn boring lor...we were ask to do
mindmap on some topic...mine..i get feb. revolution..hmmm..quite easy for mi la..
den recess i dun realli wat tat much...

nxt...i got chemistry lesson...we were told to copy notes...oh my gawd...my hand so...
pain sia..copy till lyk wad...in the end the last part i give up...i didnt copy dem...instead i
tok to gaya n sammy...hehehe....came the best fav for mi nowday...wad???
MATH!!!i dunno y nw i lyk math..but i mean i juz love to do the werk tat my cher give mi ar...
todae mr yeoh come in to the class wif a bad mood face...den he keep shouting at us...
hmmm...wad's wrong wif him ar???PMS is it??hahahaha...or got problem wif ur gurl???aiyo...
first tyme sia c him lyk tis...ooo...oh...scary sia...

last but nt least...we got our hmrm period...we discuss about the sch matters...n wadever shit...it's totalli crap lor...i dun reali get myself involves in it...i'm more in doing my own things...
hehehe....
hmmmm...sound soo boring rite??but dunno to mi lyk not lyk tat...hmmm...
reached hm ard 2 plus...den had my lunch....den slp till 5 plus...tired ar..gt PE juz nw... =P

dunno wad happen to mi...i'm soo quai do my his hmwk...hahaha...boring la..so i do lor...den nabil suddenly col mi..hahaha...i'm shocked sia...i mean i was doing my hmwk den he suddenly col mi...
aiyo..den nxt is gaya...oh my...i feel lyk got no privacy man..i mean i wan to do my hmwk n my fren start to col mi....aiyoyo....nabemind...i dun mind at all la...

*yawn*ok la..gtg liao..tired..actuali i juz finish doing my revision...*yawn*....ok..ok..i need to slp liao..bye..bye...

arh!!!fuck man!!

2005-04-20T15:43:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..nw at hm..slack...sian...oh god!!juz nw i reali feel lyk crying man!!i mean u see ar..i was doing my exam compo for english...den i dunno wad happen my mind suddenly was occupied by my ex name n his face...oh my!!shit man...lucky i can atleast do the compo n try nt to tink abt him ar...den after doing tat paper i try to relaz mi mind by sleeping..n wanna noe wad!!??i can dream of him!!wad the toot.!!i mean wad's wrong wif mi???i was juz sleeping for lyk 15 mins n yet i can still dream abt him!!wah sey...am i missing him soo badly??haix...ok..ok...forget abt it...
[[soooo sweet]]
ok..wen to tm wif neesha...slack...den went to ljs to eat...wen we were eating we saw tis group of ite guy...oh...sooo kiut...hehe..one of dem the face look soo kiut lyk baby face...eee~~~kiutnye~~hehehe...ok stop tat..at the same tyme dere's 3 minah..eating at the same place...dey look at us lyk wad to eat..hey minah...u can get lost la bitch!!!den after tat mi n neesha leave the place..den one of the ite guys wave at us...n one of the 3 minah stare at us...wad the fuck u staring ar huh??y jealous tat the ite guys wave at us huh??mi n neesha wen for a walk for a while...den saw those guys leaving the place..sooo...both of us pretend to walk the same direction as dem...whakakaka....i cant believe tat dey actuali say hi to us...argh!!!sooo kiut...hehehehe....ok..ok..i tink i better stop tat..if nt i'll be lyk nutz...hahaha...ok la..after tat mi n neesha went hm..cos i need to be hm early...hmmm...i wonder y..nw i lyk to hang out wif her...hehehehe...
hmmm..ok la..gtg liao...tired...aniway juz stay tuned for new updates okies??tata... =P

gaya n mi!!

2005-04-20T15:20:00.000-07:00

gaya n mi....i look lyk shit man!!wif my slpy face..whakakak...

tat's mi!!

2005-04-20T15:19:00.000-07:00

nuting to do at sam house... =)

tired~~

2005-04-19T19:14:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...actuali juz came back...walao todae the weather soo damn fucking hot sia..ok..wad actuali happen in sch todae??let me see...hmmm...nuthing much happen actualli ar..cos sch start late den all the lesson is sooo damn fucking boring..for lifeskill we went to the comp lab..it's soo lyk waste of tyme lor..we went dere den muz type all the things which is alrdy in the book..crap ryte!!walao..tat chandran is such a witch man!!!#%*)%#!%*)%#......ok..ok..i'm becoming nutz...
soo..after sch i went out wif neesha..accompany her to tampines mall buy something...den after tat follow her go meet her guy(syafiq)...ok..ok i noe..i sounds lyk as if i'm a pillar between dem...but it's nt my fault!!i mean i dun reali wanna go actuali but neesha forve mi to go...ok..ok...i juz follow her...mit her guy at simei...

den wanna know wad happen!!??OH MY GOD!!her guy is look totalli lyk my ex!!!damn shit sia...his height,smile n his thin is totalli lyk my ex!!oh my!! awww...i feel lyk running away frm her sia juz nw...n becos of him it remind mi of sa'lan...oh shit sia..haix...why muz he totalli look lyk him??why??wwhy??why??den i told neesha abt it..den wad...she laugh at mi!!shit sia...aiya...i wish i was juz dreaming sia..aniway...i juz follow dem..sit under a block...den slack..but i also study ar..i cant get rid my eyes of him man!!i mean is it nt tat i had a crush on him la..but his looks remind mi of sa'lan...haix...starting from tat i keep thinking abt sa'lan sia..haiz...
ok..ok...juz forget abt it...den after tat syafiq's fwenz come down to our place...den heard dem toking abt tat's a gang fight going on...wah!!i juz wish to see dem fight sia..ok..den went to eastpoint wif dem..while syafiq's n his frenz were eating..mi n neesha went to eastpoint go window shopping...after tat went back to the coffeeshop where dey eat...den i look at one of shafiq's frenz..oh my..he's sooo kiut..hehehe...but he doesnt attracted to my heart..hehehe...den half way...the others syafiq's frenz was lyk running to us n ask us to leave tat place...oh my...tat's the first tyme i saw the ruddiest guys fighting lor...ruddiest vS ite simei....

as for mi...i leave tat place ard 5plus...i mish those guys man...i mean nw dey are my frenz mah...hmm..ok la..gtg liao..i need to rest n study liao...tata... =P

stress

2005-04-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

hey!!i'm back after few days didnt update my blog...i'm kinda busy wif my sch things...my exam is juz around the corner n i'm juz partially prepared...oh shit sia...nvm..i'm sure wif the help of my tution n extra class..i can make it...as long i got confident in myself rite??den my class is joining cheerleading competition...n i'm in tat too!!oh my...n nw we are lyk starting our practice soon...shit man..tat's mean i have to do my timing....lucky i ask for leave till 9 may..whakakak...well tis cheer competition is also becos my lil brother ask mi join..if nt i wont join..hehehe..aniway from last tyme i lyk to join tis kind of comp onli tat my batch dey all lyk nt interested in it...soooo no choice i didnt participate in it...oh..i cant wait to dance hahaha...i'm dancing freak man!!hehehehe...nah..juz joking onli...i love to dance but tat also follow my mood la..hehehe..
well...wad happen today??i'm kind of nt in the good mood actualli..i dunno y..maybe stress or wad..but den i started to scold n show my attitude face to my other frenz..oh my..my poor frenz..i didnt tok tat much..i'm nt lyk wad i use to be last few weeks...juz nw recess also didnt eat tat much..i dun have any appitiate to eat...haix...
den gaya was lyk asking mi 'azirah..r u oki??'
den i was lyk..'huh??ar..ya..ya..i'm oki..'
next is sammi..she ask mi tis 'azirah..r u tinking of someone or something??'
den i was lyk 'huh??erm..no..y?'
she was lyk 'r u serious??i noe u r tinking of someone n something ryte??'
den i say ar 'serious..nth..i'm nt tinking of anione or anithing...'
well sameera..i'm sry tat i have to lie..i mean i dun wan to cry in front of u again...n i dun wan u to wry abt mi...i noe u can easily feel something is wrong wif mi...as u have been my fren for 2 yrs..i'm reali sry... ='(
hey guys...i'm sry if i'm acting weird towards u guys today..i'm stress ar..i myself dunno y i'm bad mood today..PMS i tink??err...nah..cannot be la...well..i'm reali sry okies??hmm..maybe cos i mish someone too much..tat's y i bad mood..btw..thanks for ur concern..i mean everyone was lyk asking mi if i'm ok all tat...gaya,sammi,shi jun,my lil brother(hakim) n also my lil sister(radhiah)...thanks alot guys for always being dere for mi... =) i realli appreciate tat.. ;)

oh my...ytd i dream of my ex again..i dunno y..maybe cos i've been missing him soo much...aniway does he tink abt mi??nah..i dun tink soo...ermmm...nvm..it's ok..i dun reali care..err..actuali i care..*grin* i mean i will be damn hapi if i get to know tat he mish mi also..ah..i dun tink tat will happen...juz forget it...aniway..i soo long didnt tok to nabil...ermm..i tink abt 1 week onli la..but aniway i still mish toking to him..hahaha...oops...if anione read tis...plz..dun get the wrong idae oki?i mish him as a fren onli..nt more than tat..SERIOUS!!hehehehe....ok la..gtg liao..need to study...tata..stay tuned for new update.. ;)

wad a dae...

2005-04-12T16:55:00.000-07:00

wad a dae...todae sch was soo cool man!!i mean i have lots of fun juz nw..hmmm..ok how shld i start??hmm...
[CME lesson]
we are suppose to write someting to appriciate other ppl for the good things tat other ppl had done for us...soo..we are suppose to write somting short to thanks our parents n frenz...mrs oh brought us to the study corner...oh my!!wen we were dere...we were soooo noisy sia...lucky no other cher come n complain..hehehe....soo evil of us..den we were given lyk 10 mins to plan wad to act for the play ltr...instead of planing...mi,silvia,sam,gaya,charmaine n siti tok to each other...we keep toking crap all the way...den mrs oh told us to move to the d&t block..i was lyk soo damn blurr tat tyme..tinking y are we going to do at the d&t block..den i ask my cher...'cher wad are we doing here??'den she say tis'u guys r suppose to act on the topic kindness act'...i was lyk..oh shit!!i dunno anything n dunno wad to do sia...den quickly i gather wif my frenz n told dem everything...den we quickly plan of smth... wen our grp is called we put our best effort on it la...no choice...but at least better den the first 2 grp which juz go out n stand dere lyk a wad lor...hehehehe....it was sooo funny tat i cant stop laughing man...hehe...
ok..next is....
[PHYSICS lesson]
actuali physics lesson is the onli lesson tat i use to study hard last tyme..i mean cos last tyme mr lee kim seng take us mah..soo all muz pay attention to him...but nw.....since the relief cher take us i become slack...y??cos i cant understand wad the heck the cher is toking!!!aniway the others also slack during his period today...instead of studying...mi n my frenz tok to each other...joke ard wif each other n laugh lyk hell...it's such a wad lor..i mean i noe i'm suppose to study instead of playing la...but argh...i also dunno la..i juz dun have the mood to study...instead i tok tok to my lil'brother..hakim....it's sooo nice to have him as my lil's brother man....he is soooo kiut...u r sooo lucky to have him rachel...he's such a nice n lovely guy u noe tat...make sure u take of him okies??hehehe....
ok..tat's all abt wad happen during wadever lesson is tat...for recess tyme as usual nw i always hang out wif gaya,sam,charmaine,titus n wei bin...and as pernormal i will tok to wei bin regarding npcc...n end up arguing with each other...crazy huh both of us...hehehe...aniway..wei bin is such a nice n kiut guy...he's a darling to mi...i love him lots...i loves to jokes ard wif him...n also disturb him...hahaha...evil of mi...hahaha...but aniway i juz treat him lyk my one n onli close frenz..nt more den tat...i mean ya..it's true abt wad i say juz nw...i do love him..but as a FREN onli...hehehe...
ok la..gtg liao..stay tune for new updates...hehehe...ciao...

sameera clone

2005-04-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

sameera aka samara...whakakaka...

heluuu

2005-04-09T21:37:00.000-07:00

heluuu....soo long did blog liao...sian..hmm...wad to tok abt??todae gt werk..frm 12-5..wah sey..i'm soo glad tat todae those hu werking today is those tat lurves to jokes ard man...at least i wont be sooo damn bored rite??oh ya...ytd i juz watched movie...SAMARA...sameera clone...hahaha....ppl said it's scary..but to mi??nah~nt tat scary lor...onli got lots of suspend part la...but aniway it's nice also la...went watch movie wif gaya,silvia,sameera n nabil...hmmm..first tyme watch movie wif him..hahaha...anyway thanks for coming nabil...hehehe...den after tat mi,silvia,sameera n gaya went to my werkplace...mi...of cos eat chicken while gaya,sameera n silva eat nasi padang...whakaka...lucky the others didnt c dem eating nasi padang...whakakak...den after tat..wen to our fav. toilet..hahaha...at century square level 2...went dere do some touch-up...hahaha...den mi n sam went take photo...oh my my..!!!i tink tat's the best pic i ever taken lor..i mean it's sooo nice man...i mean to mi la...but dunno if for the others nice or nt...hehehe...den went hm...soooo....tried...hahaha...ok la...gtg liao..tired after gg out the whole day..first went to sch for my npcc den rushed back hm for my werk...tired man!!...ok la..buaiz...juz stay tuned for my next update okies?? =P

mi n sammy again..

2005-04-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

mi n sammy again...alamak...side ways ar our pic... =P

doing touch up..

2005-04-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

alamak!!mi wearing eye-liner also wan to take...tis all cos of sammy la..she take one...!!

mi n sammy

2005-04-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

mi n sammy...another partner for the giggle galz..whakaka.. =p

mi n gaya

2005-04-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

mi n gaya....the giggle galz..tat wad's my teacher col us..hahaha

tat's mi!!

2005-04-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

take for fun..hahaha...

i'm back!

2005-04-04T16:23:00.000-07:00

ellooo...hehe..i'm back after a long tyme..hehehe...so long huh i didnt update my blog..hehe...actuali alot of things happen during those days la...sad and happi...hmmm...soo...how shld i start first??
hmmm..i tink last week...oh my my..i cant believe tat i gave yu herng a letter sia..i mean i gave him also is to confront him mah..nt say i lyk him wad..i mean till nw...no one can replace tat person in my heart..i dunno y ar...ok...back to the story..haha...but den i gave him the letter..he suddenly change the nxt day..i mean imagine tat tis is the first tyme tat i didnt tok to him for the whole one day!?!can u imagine tat?!?!tis thing nv happen be4 i gave him the letter lor...oh my my..i feel kind of weird sia...aniway everything has become normal today..=p he has tok to me as pernormal...hehe..so glad tat he tok to mi again...mish toking to him u noe tat...hehehe...eh..but plz..dun have other tots okies..i'm juz his close fren nt more than tat..hehe...ok..nxt...wad actually happen??
oh ya..wanna noe wad???few days ago nabil start to msg mi again...hmmm...i'm wonder y??aniway hu cares..hahaha...well glad tat he still remember mi..hehehe..den frm tat day onwards we start to msg each other again...sometimes he did col my hse also la..we tok for..hmmm..quite long also ar...i lyk to disturb him wen toking on the phone...it's soo cool..hahaha....haix..how i wish tat nabil the sa'lan...i mean if he still lyk mi he sure will col or msg mi rite??haix..ok..ok...stop abt it...let get back to nabil...hmmm..maybe i'll be meeting him tis friday..watch samara wif my classmate...hahaha..cant believe tat i'll be going out wif him..watch movie somemore...wadever it is he juz my fren...hehehe...

oh my my..the weather is sooo cold..raining frm morning...tis is the best day to slp sia..hahaha...hmmm...maybe tis thursday mi watching miss congeniality2...anione wanna follow??hahaha....oopss...ok la..gtg liao..going out soon...ciao...

tired sia..

2005-03-26T07:12:00.000-08:00

elooo..hmm..juz came back frm werk..aiyo..veri tired sia..body all aching..ishk..ishk..ishk...wah..todae hor the customer ar..all veri wad leh...some give attitude face la...some veri choosy la...n lots more la..wah biang eh!!i reali cant stand their attitude sia..feel lyk scolding dem upside down sia...den all ask for the meat part..koaz...reali damn wad lor!!den juz nw i got tis one customer..walao..she ar..give attitude face sia!wad tink i'm scared ar..go complain la..nt my fault aniway...at first wen i start werk..my mood was reali damn good..i'm juz the hapi gal tat i wanna be..but den...right after tat customer ar...my mood change...everything seems so wrong...until i have to put a force smile in my face for the others customer...aiyo...sooo poor thing sia for the others....*yawn*soooo tired...nvm..lets forget abt it..juz forgive n forget okies??hehehe...now i'm juz the gal tat wants a hapi life..no problems n dun wan to tink abt love for the moments..for nw..i juz wanna be a hapi gal..a gal tat can make frenz wif anione tat she one n love anibody tat likes...hehehehe...a life where no one will control her...cos y??cos she have no boyfren tat will control her now..hahaha...but tat doesnt mean tat her ex last tyme control her la..hehehe....well..juz forget abt my ex or hu ever it is...cos y??i dun wanna be sad animore..hahha..okla..gtg liao..i'm reali tired..wanna slp..tmr gt tuition in the morning..*yawn*buAiZ...nyTe..nTe...

dun say u lurve mi..it hurts alot..

2005-03-25T14:42:00.000-08:00

hEys..i'm back..after soo long didnt update my blog..haix..after all tis moments i've been tinking abt wad is actuali going on wif my life...after breaking wif lan..my life is full of sadness n lonelyness..i become totalli confuse..i also realise tat i've change..i'm nt the gurl tat i use to be last tyme..i become too emotional...i can easily cry wen i tink back abt him...soo..nw i've decide to accept the fact..the fact tat i'm no longer belong to him..however he is still my ex...n also my fren..oh my..i can't believe tat ytd i msg him juz to tell him wad..forget abt mi..oh god!!haix..i dunno wheather i'm doing the rite or wrong thing...cos y??i'm totalli confuse of myself..seriously if wanna say i do wan to patch back n be wif him again...but den..i tink fate dun wan us to be together..so..i have to face the fact..
Lan..if u read tis..i juz wanna tell u tat i mish u lots..i wish i can still be wif u...but den..haix..kita hanya leh merancang tetapi tuhan yg menentukan nye...i dun tink i'm the rite gal for u...dere is someone out dere tat is more better den mi..i'm sure u will find her one day..aniway..actuali it's reali hard for mi to ask u to forget abt mi..but i tink tat's the best thing to do for both of us..I'M REALI SORRY... *crying* i noe by asking u to do tat will hurt ur feeling..lyk wad u say i always lyk to hurt ur feeling...but actuali it hurts mi more wen i ask u to do tat...wadever it is..no one can replace u in my life...u will nv been replaced by other guys...i'll still luv u no matter wad..aniway today is the 1mth n 10days we break...if we are still together..it will be lyk 2mths plus going to 3mths...haix..i muz be dreaming..now all my dreams have broke into pieces n nuthing tat i can do to fixed it back...haix..nuthing hurts more den love...

e heartbroken galz

2005-03-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

e galz wif the broken smile...

yu herng

2005-03-24T04:29:00.000-08:00

yu herng frm the side view....

gAyA n mIeE

2005-03-24T04:09:00.000-08:00

lets smile!!

seArChInG fOr tAt sOmEoNe...

2005-03-24T04:01:00.000-08:00

haix...sooo LONELY..=(

e 3 frenz

2005-03-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

e galz...at bbQ

mi!!

2005-03-24T03:55:00.000-08:00

mi at esplanade..nice??hehe...

bacK....

2005-03-20T18:44:00.000-08:00

aLamak...tired sia...ytd got my class bbQ...oH....it waS soOoOo fun!!!i enjoy myself dere...enjoying the wind...soOoO cooL!!while glenys,raoul n yu herng set up the fire thing...mi n sameera went to fetch adlina n nabil frm escape...oh my god!!!mi??meeting nabil??hahahaha...at last get to get him face to face...3yrs noe him..now den get to see his face..whakakakaka....ok..ok..back to the bbQ...while the others enjoy demself...i went to the beach n sit down on the sand juz to enjoy the wind...den shi jun come to mi...sitting beside mi...but den in my mind..i juz wish tat shi jun is another guy...a guy tat i've long wish to be wif..haix...the days goes by...till at nite..wen mi,sameera n adlina went to tis rock...we lay down n look at the sky...oh my..it's sooo nice...how i wish i can touch the sky...den..we went back to the bbQ pit...slack all the way..after tat mi n sam sent adlina to the bus stop wen we went back to the pit..mi n sam straight away wen to the beach n sit on the sand...den charmaine n raoul come over to our place...we discuss abt something...as charmaine need to ask mi some question...den i dunno what happen we suddenly tok abt yu herng...i dunno y i suddenly asked dem for their opinion abt yu herng....i mean i reali wanna noe y did he treating mi soo nice till sam n gaya say he likes mi...n i myself tinking y does i care so much abt him??haix...i also dunno..i'm soo confuse...

[why tis happen?]
oh mY my...i dunno y tis things happen to mi..i mean ya..during the bbQ my mind is actualli tinking of Lan...i dunno y ar..hmm..maybe cos i reali hope he was dere wif mi tat tyme??hmmm..maybe..but i also dunno..aniway wad i wan is to enjoy myself actuali...den wen mi n sam went hm..i didnt even think abt him animore...wad i was tinking abt is juz the taxi fare...but i reali dunno y..ytd wen i slp..i dream abt him again...i dream tat we went out wif my frenz...enjoy ourselves everything...i dunno is tis happen...i reali need an answer to it..can anione tell mi y??

charmaine n siti

2005-03-20T03:08:00.000-08:00

e 2 xiao meimei..hahaha...

guys...

2005-03-20T03:04:00.000-08:00

hey..wad ya doing??

i will always luv u..

2005-03-20T03:03:00.000-08:00

u will always in my heart...i will nt forget the memories the we had together.. =(

sam n mie at the beach

2005-03-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

sistaz forever........

pointing at nowhere

2005-03-20T03:01:00.000-08:00

wad's tat??

e galz

2005-03-20T03:00:00.000-08:00

u r the one tat i one!! =P

mI n fReNz

2005-03-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

letS smile!! =P

mI n SaM

2005-03-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

.
enjoying the wind...

wad's happening?!?!

2005-03-14T23:03:00.000-08:00

I dunno wad's going on actuali...sometimes i wonder y tis ting always happen to mi...wanna noe wad??it have been quite a few tymes i almost gt hit but a car...but lucky the accident didnt happen...wen i tink back...y muz be mi??am i going to die soon??haix...maybe yes...maybe no..cos i dun have the answer for it...onli god noe abt it...or maybe tat is one of the way tat god wanna tell mi tat i'm going to leave tis world sooner or ltr...sometimes i wish tis thing wont happen to mi..but den...i juz wish tat tis tings will come true...i wonder y i didnt get hit by the car on tat tyme...haixx....i mean wad's the point of mi leaving in tis world???a world tat is full of darkness n lonelyness....haix...hey frenz..if u read tis..do u noe tat how i wish i'm no longer in tis world anymore?!?!haix....
to be continue.....
hey...i'm back...back to my story...haix..i reali dunno wad's going on here..i juz wish tat i could have the answer for it...but den...haix..wad is reali happening here??can anione tell mi??i become soo confuse...i'm confuse of myself n everything!!!hey frenz...do u guys noe tat my life is actuali so lonely???my life is always full of sadness...no rite??wad u guys see is juz the outside of mi...but have u all ever think of the inside of mi??no rite??u guys onli see tat i'm always happy all the tyme...i seems so hapi as if tat my life is so great...lyk a gal tat have no problem at all....but do u all noe tat all those things is nt true???do u all noe tat i always try to keep myself hapi....try to keep myself away frm my problems all...do u guys noe tat???haix...i reali trying my best to make myself hapi u noe tat....

[tinking of someone]

haix..until nw....i cant forget abt him....plz!!!i need someone to help mi!!y can i forget abt him???nw dere's nth tat i can do to make mi 'berbaik' wif him....ever since he told mi wad i tok bad abt him...i keep blaming msyself for everthing...haix...wad is going on wif mi?!?!?!plz...i need someone rite nw!!!tis moment!!!

alorrr

2005-03-12T15:34:00.000-08:00

eloooo...i'm back....hehehe...actuali nw i'm suppose to be on my way to werk...but nvm...still gt tyme...i blog also cos i wanna tell abt wad happen ytd...i'm soooo hapi ytd dunno y...whakakaka...wanna noe y??lets check it out..

[hapi bdae charmaine!!]
yeAh...ytd was charmaine bdae...so during sch tyme...mi,gaya n some of the boys were bz planing of where to go to celebrate her bdae..after a long...long discussion..we decided to celebrate it at the pizza hut..for the cake..i bought order it alrdy...so...after sch...mi n gaya straight away change to our hm clothes...den went to semei to take the cake...it's soooo nice n delicious man!!!ok back to wad happen...we enjoy ourselves of cos...take pic wif the bdae gal...sing her bdae song...n lots more...while we were eating...i juz realise tat yu herng is nt dere wif us...but den i told the guys to keep at least a slice of pizza for him...wen he reach..we start to bring the cake out...i help out in cutting the cake....but den i feel lyk something is going wrong on tat tyme...i also dunno wad was it..wen i look at yu herng..he seems so lonely...y huh???hmm...nvm..juz forget abt it...ok..after paying for the food..all of us decided to take new print....so we went to the shop..it's so crowded sia!!!in the first place...yu herng keep saying tat he dont wan to take pic wif us...i also dunno y la..but den i keep asking him to take pic wif us...at last!!!he did take wif us..hahahaha....after we take the pic .....mi n yu herng went hm first...actualli radhiah suppose to accompany mi wif yu herng but den......sameera go n pull radhiah away frm mi!!!sameera!!!!u watch out!!!hahaha....jk onli...den my other frenz were lyk disturbing mi wif yu herng...saying wad he gt crush on mi la..tis la tat la...omg!!!we r juz frenz....close buddies u noe tat????

alamak..i gtg alrdy...late liao...buaiz....

hmmm...

2005-03-09T19:10:00.000-08:00

My life sux man!!!nw i'm juz the lonely gal...haix...y muz all tis tings happen to mi??haix....if u r reading tis...let mi tell u...my heart reali broken after i quarrel wif u ytd...i cant help myself frm crying...i wonder y all tis things happen to us....i cant help myself frm tinking y muz we quarrel wif each other everytime we tok....i'm nw trying to tink back wad wrong have i done to u in the past...do u noe tat i always try my best nt to blame u in everything tat happen....no rite...have u ever left ani thoughts for mi??have u??if u wanna noe....todae i cry in sch juz becos i'm tinking of u....ya..it's easy for u to say'dun tink of mi animore if tat always make u cry' but do u noe tat it's hard for mi to do tat?!?!do u noe tat?!?!maybe it is easy for u to forget mi la...but for mi to forget u....i dun tink so i can...y???cos u r soooooo precious to mi....u r the onli guy tat i luv sooo much...did u ever tink lyk tat??no rite??!!haix...do u noe tat i realli miz u....i wish u were here wif mi rite nw...tis moment....but den...haix...go tink for urself okies...i leave all tis things juz for u....

haix..

2005-03-08T21:00:00.000-08:00

Haix..i didnt wish tis thing will turn out lyk tis...i reali mizz him..love him..but in e end wad...he say i tok bad abt him....did i tok bad abt him??no!!i didnt...plz la..for wad i wanna tok bad abt him??for wad i wanna tok bad abt someone tat i realli love...u tink tat i've another bf...plz!!!plz!!! plz la!!i dun have any okies!!u are the onli one tat's in my heart nw....i'm tinking of bringing u along to my class bbq on the 19/3....but den...haix...nvm...i'm juz dreaming abt it...u urself say tat u not free..den it's ok den...haix...wad can i do nw...everything seems so wrong between us...ok...ok...wadever it is...i have to give in...i'm wrong...wadever it is...it's still my fault ok...i dun wanna blame u for anithing...since u say tat i selalu carik kesalahan u....den...i've gt nth to say alrdy...lyk wad i say i tk pernah carik kesalahan u...it's juz ur feeling...haix... *crying*crying* ( i still love u...i dunno y i cant forget abt u...i dunno y u so precious to mi...i mizz u do u noe tat?!?!haixxx....)

sooo boring....

2005-03-08T17:35:00.000-08:00

wad happen todae??hmm...nth great happen actually ar..juz the normal sch time-table...todae gt assembly...oh gosh!!it's so damn boring...e onli fun part is wen hakim n his grp of frenz dance...nw waiting to get back moi result slip tis fridae...haix..dunno how is my result sia...den after tat...yeah!!!can enjoy my holiday...tis fridae gg to celebrate my fwen bdae....soo cool....enjoy!!hahaha...den during the holiday...on tues i'm going to pulau ubin!!yesh!!at last..hahaha....after all the plan...i'll be looking foward for my class bbq!!yeah!!i'm gonna enjoy myself on that day man!!cant wait for it...dunno y...hahha...ok back to wad happen todae..*tinking*oh ya...i'm suppose to accompany yu herng to 77 street...in e end he went wif his other fren...hahaha...so bad ar mi..hehehe...i'm sry yu herng...maybe nxt tyme i go out wif u okies??hehehe...nvm..i still own him smth..hahha..den lack wif the mly boys....hakim,asrezal,izzat,hadi,fairuz n some of the chinese guys...i dunno y i suddenly lack wif dem...hmm..maybe cos i go wif glenys..she sit wif dem..so i also follow..hehehe...first tyme sia lack n tok to dem..i mean i onli tok to izzat,hadi,fairuz,hakim n tis one chinese guy la..but asrezal i didnt tok to him...dunno y ar...weird huh??aiya..i also dun care abt it..wad's the big deal rite??=) sometimes i kinda feel weird wen sitting wif dem juz nw...wanna noe y???cos asrezal keep looking at mi!!!n i dun lyk it!!!oh my my!!y is he looking at mi sia..den wenever i get to noe tat he is looking at mi...he will look away..oh gosh!!wad happen sia...ok..ok..stop abt it..i dun wanna tok abt it..it make mi feel.....soooo....eeeeeeee.....dunno how to say ar.....oh shit..nw in my class i'm "scared" wif 2 guys...1 is yu herng...another is asrezal...eeeeeee......wad's wrong wif dem sia...i mean yu herng is treating mi soooo good till my cher tot he is my guy...wen he's actuali nt !!oh my my!!yu herng??my stead???wait long long sia....hahahahaha....den abt asrezal is...ok la..i noe he lyk to stare at ppl la..but dun need to stare until lyk wan to eat lyk tat rite?!?!?!aiya..ok la..dun wanna tok abt tat alrdy...den went hm...bath all...den play comp...saw my ex nick...but i didnt tok to him...y??lyk wad i say i wont make the first move...i mean if he wan to tok to mi den tok lor..dun wan den nvm...nw i dun wan to tink anything tat will lead to a problem for mi....wad i wanna to do nw is.....juz go on wif my life...tat's better rite??hehehehe....

[wad is love??]
Sometimes i ask myself....wad is love actuali??wad's the meaning of love??i've been searching for the answer but till nw i cant find the meaning of it...y???sometimes i asked myself are we meant to be together or wad??wad is god trying to tell us??i mean is god trying to test our patient or smth??can anione tell mi??ever since i dream of him...i feel kind of weird...dunno y...it's lyk..argh...hard to explain sia...eeeeeee....y is life so hard....my life sucks man!!!last week i went to the place....i mean the memories i have wif him last tyme...n it make mi tink abt it all the tyme...n den tis week i dream of him...argh....y muz tis all happen sia??!?!?!?!y does tis thing happen to mi??can anione tell mi???

oh my god...

2005-03-07T16:40:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...lets c wad happen todae??err...actualli nth special happen..onli tat i bought tis one sleeveless shirt..soooo nice!!n i'm gonna where it for my class bbq!!ar!!cant wait for it...hahahaha....den after tat..went to my werk place..check my werk days....oh my my!!!i'm werking todae n i need to rush to simei to order cake!!argh!!!den quickly went to simei wif nurul...order my frenz bdae cake....gg to celebrate it tis friday...since on sat which is her reali bdae date most of us cant go out..so we choose it to be on friday....cant wait for it man!!!sooo cool...den after tat...we straight away go hm....oh ya...i gt something to tell.......wanna noe??lets check it out....hahahahah....

[y i dream of him??]
oH my god!!i cant believe tat i'll dream of him ytd...wanna noe wad??i dream tat we tok to each other as pernormal...den suddenly he ask for patch back...den..of cos i accept him ar..cos i still love him...our relationship start lyk normal la..i mean we have a smooth relationship...n it goes on lyk wad i'm expecting all tis moment...even though we gt quarrel sometimes ar...haix...i reali dunno y i can dream of him man...i mean i didnt even tinking of him the whole day lor..den suddenly wen i slp den he came to my dream....oh god!!den todae i went to sch den told sameera all abt it..n wanna noe wad..she can even say tis'gd la u patch back wif him...'den i was lyk..huh??mi patch back wif him??elo...tat wont happen...i mean he confirm got another gal or have feeling for other gals or wad rite...n i didnt even think tat i will patch back wif him again lor...ok la...seriously if i wanna say i still love him lots..i mean i dunno y is it hard for mi to get him out of my life...i dunno y is he so precious to mi...but...aniway..i dun care abt all those things!!!wad i wan to noe is tat y i suddenly dream of him?!!?!?!?!?i mean after so long i didnt dream of him..den suddenly i did!!oh my my!!!wad happen to mi sia!!!argh!!y does tis happen to mi??is tis dream gonna be true???can someone plz tell mi???!!!

y??y muz tis feeling??

2005-03-05T21:49:00.000-08:00

elooooooooo...wad's up!!hehehe...juz come back actualli...juz now went to suntec..watch the anti-drug dance work...oh mY my..sooooo cool sia!!mi went dere wif sam...watch other sch perform..hmm...ok la..nt bad...but which sch better??of cos my sch rite?!?!ST HILDA'S u rox..whahahahaha...serious sia..st hilda's is the onli sch tat do break dance sia..cool huh??i support u guys man!!saw the guys do break dance..oh my god!!so damn nice..den after watch their performance..mi n sam went to dem n congratulate dem...den tell dem how's their performance...well..overall their performance is actualli damn great..i enjoy it alot man!!!somemore dere gt lots...n lots...of guys!!!oh moi moii....hahaha....so crowded sia...den take pic...after tat mi n sam walk all the way to the place...hmm..which is my memories wif my ex...dunno if he still remember where is it....went dere then sit at the humble hse for a while den take pic..lyk crazy gurls..hahaha...den went back to tamp...mi went to bedok mit my mum..while sam went to tamp...wah..tired sia...tmr still hab to werk...aiyo...

[y??can anione tell mi??]
hmm...if i'm nt wrong it's on thursday..i'm kinda have tis feeling...but i dunno y..i duno y tis feeling suddenly appear in my heart??y i suddenly mizz him??i mean after so long i try to forget abt him..which i'm trying to even if i cant....suddenly his name appear in my mind n all the memories come back to mi..y??y muz tis happen to mi??it's lyk elo??do u tink he will miss u??of cos nt rite??maybe he's out dere enjoying himself wif another gal.....n u here tinking of him...plz lor..it's lyk so stupid man....i mean...duhh..i noe he wont be tinking of mi of cos..it's lyk confirm he gt another gal to tink of aniway...cos i've gt nth to do wif him animore....ok..fine..fine...wadever it is...i juz dunno wad happen to mi..juz hope tat tis wont happen again..if u read tis..juz remember...if u have found someone in ur life...i wish u all the best wif her okies.....

u r wrong!!

2005-02-28T15:55:00.000-08:00

Haix...y muz u say lyk tat to mi??i mean cant i enjoy myself ??cant i make myself hapi??wad's the use of living in tis world if i'm always sad?!?!u get the wrong idea u noe tat!i mean ya..i did enjoy myself...but all the memories i have wif u still in my mind...do u noe tat i cant forget abt the past!u dun noe rite!for all tis moment i'm trying to control myself frm crying wenever i'm tinking of u...one of the reason y i wanna enjoy is to stop all tis crying....i juz wish tat u were still here wif mi...enjoying e days together...but tat is juz a dream..cos i noe tat it wont happen...i mean nw we mean nth to each other rite??we are juz frenz...u lead ur own life..n mi..my own life....dere's nth special between us aniway..u seems lyk avoiding mi...it's ok...i dun mind at all..it's ur choice ok...juz do wadever u wan ok??as long u are hapi it's gd enough...haix...

mi n ash...

2005-02-28T00:03:00.001-08:00

2005-02-28T00:03:00.000-08:00

wad r u loking at?

2005-02-28T00:00:00.001-08:00

sistaz

2005-02-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

mieee

2005-02-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

soooo fun!!

2005-02-27T20:55:00.000-08:00

eloooooooooo....todae..hmm..went to ite simei open hse!!sooooooooo big sia!!went dere wif nurul,connie,joel,joey n one of connie's fren wif her guy...oh my goD!!i reali enjoy myself sia..wif frenz ard mi..dey are soooooo kool.....went dere..den watch the college idol singing..whakaka...so funny sia...one of dem...fu yooooooo...the voice is so nice man....den saw naeem...omg...he realli change alot sia...he bring use for a tour since he skool dere....den halfway through the tour we saw joyee....tat's moi npcc senior la..whakaka...den he bring us for a tour again...show us the lecture rm everything...den went to thier cafeteria to eat...oh my my!!!it's so cheap sia!!!saw alots of my fren dere...alamak...pai sey.....hehehe.....saw so many guys!!!!wah!!!!!!cuci mata....whakakakaka!!!!!dey are soooo kiut sia...hahahaha...alamak..gurls..tat's wad dey always do rite??actuali i went dere is to noe thier courses also la...but at the same tyme..u noe...whakakaka...saw naeem again...he bring nurul n mi to see nurul's aunty...den along the way saw lots of hansem guys...whakakaka....den after tat...we juz hang ard at her aunty booth....look at ppl walking....enjoying the 'scenery'..hahahaa...den we take pic....be4 we went hm...mi n nurul went to the toilet...den on e way dere we say tis lil' guy!!!oh my my!!!he is so kiut!!!!den mi n nurul look at each other den say 'alamak kiutnye dak tu!!!!' at the same tyme...rite after we say tat we laugh at ourselves...hahahahha...aniway...i reali enjoy myself dere...hahaha...of cos la..hu wont enjoy demself dere rite!!!den dey play one of my fav song...hahahahaha...the song which nurul n my other frenz sabo my wif shazni last tyme wen we were sec2!!!hahahahaha....we went off is ard 3 plus i tink....after all the 'cuci mata' hahahahha....walao...dere reali gt lots of mat sia...ok ok...enough of dere...went back to tamp...den go to century square...went arcade play dance dance revolution...hahaha...lyk wad sia...den hang ard at tm...till so sian....went back hm..reach hm ard 6.30 lyk tat....hmmmm....reali can forget tis say man!!!oh ya one more thing....i'm so jealous of tat ite simei sia!!!!!it's nt onli big....but the library all ar!!!walao...reali damn nice sia!!!how i which i'm in tat sch sia..hahahah...nvm..nvm..tat sch as a back-up if i cant go to poly...hehehe....ok la..gtg..buaiz....i luvvvvvv ite college simei!!!!!!!

e 3 goodiee frenz

2005-02-27T05:06:00.000-08:00

e three ladies

2005-02-27T05:04:00.001-08:00

mI n sam in bus

2005-02-27T05:04:00.000-08:00

mi in the bus

2005-02-27T04:58:00.000-08:00

yeah!!i pass!!

2005-02-25T19:39:00.000-08:00

hEy....i'm so sian nw....reali2 dunno wad to do sia..todae weather reali damn hot...gt my common test result...n it's.........oh my my...like shit....my malay i onli pass by 1 mark..oh god!!lucky didnt fail...den my physics i fail by 1/2 mark...walao!!if nt i can pass sia..tat mr lee ar..i've gt tis one question where by i can get full mark den he gave mi 0...y??cos my explanation is nt rite....wad shit sia!!!argh!!the subject whereby i always fail till i have no confident in it...at last i pass...it's soooooo unbelieveable sia...i pass my chemistry!!!oh my my!!so hapi at last i pass my chemistry hahahaha!!!sooooo...out of 6 sunjuct i've alrdy pass 3 subject....my malay,science and poa....oh yaaaa............poa!!!i've 60/100 sia!!oh my my...i've improve abit....tat's good...hmmm...nw waiting for my humanities,eng and math result....confirm veri lan one la....of cos la...math??mi pass??onli last tyme onli ar..nw...wah lyk shit sia my math!!humanities??mi??i've nv pass my humanities before lor...can dream abt mie pass my humanities sia...hahahaha...eng???50/50..cos during ca i can do ar..can get all the answer..but dunno if i gt correct or nt...nvm...i juz try....nw....the most important ting to do is tat...i need to forcus on my studies onli........abt guys....i leave it aside first...i juz wanna forcus on my studies and my werk...i dun wanna tink abt getting new guy or patch back wif hu ever it is....i dun wan to mention the name...i juz wanna be independent girl..do things tat is best for mi...tat can lead mi to a good future...i dun wanna waste my tyme animore...wad i wan nw is to study n den continue to go poly....tat's wad i've been wanting for so long... *wink*if wanna have stead also..i juz wanna a guy tat can take care of mi...spent tyme wif mi..n guide mi along in my studies...most important is he muz understand mi...ok..ok..enough abt tat..so nw..wad i wanna say somemore??hmmm*tinking*ok la..basically for nw wad i wan is to have a simple life...n be a simple gal....simple gal hu's still in her lonely world but still...wanna go on wif her life... =)

wan to forget abt everything...

2005-02-24T15:36:00.000-08:00

elo....so long didnt blog in..hahaha...wad can i say??i'm orways bz..hehe..bz wif my werk,studies n lost more..wah!!tis week i'm reali bz man!!everyday confirm gt things to do sia...oh my my!!i cant wait tis saturday man!!i'm going pulau ubin!!kool!!n dere i'll get to meet my other atc frenz!!!YeSh!!so long didnt meet dem!!wah!!mizz dem alot sia!!i mizz u guys man!!!!!c ya on saturday!!haha..ok..ok..it's lame...hmm...juz blog in cos i've gt nth to do..ltr gg werk...frm 5-10..aiyo yo..den maybe tmr i'm playing bowling again wif my fren...after tat sunday....going ITE SIMEI!!kool huh!!it's their open hse mah...den sit at hm also gt nth to do..so might as well i go dere and take a look at it rite?!?!well...i'm gg dere wif my frenz ar...connie and maybe my ex...actualli suppose to be onli my and connie...den my mommy la ask mi to bring my ex...aiyo...so troublesome one...ishk..ishk..ishk...everytyme i go out..if i tell her confirm muz ask my ex along..aiyo...till i'm sick of it man...ok..enough of all those things okies?!nw lets tok wad happen in sch today..hmmm...let mi c..well dere's nth much happen ar..onli tat syafiq..omg!!2dae nt even once i col him monkey!!he purposely col mi tat name!!syafiq..u better watch out ar..nanti ko kena....i mean juz nw i walk in front of him..pretend i didnt c him..juz ignore him all tis thing...den he smile at mi n col mi monkey..walao!!so bad sia u..i didnt col u tat..den u go col mi monkey for wad...humph!!den after sch..went to npcc room to take my np uniform..cos ytd forget to take back...den saw rayyan...argh!!!!!!so hapi!!!!at last i saw him!!!mizz him alots lei!!!i mean ya..ytd i did say him ar in e bus..but den tat's for a while onli..but i reali reali mizz him lei..it has been a long tyme i didnt see him..n nw i saw him....to mi he's alrdy lyk my brother...even my frenz say so...why??cos both of us is chubby!!!hahahaha...somemore i've known him for 4 yrs alrdy n i'm reali close wif him..i mean if i've gt problems or wad he confirm give mi a reali damn gd advice man...i can still remember tat tyme once i put at my msn nick...i'm stress out my relationship...den i cant believe tat he go n scold fuck...at first i'm blurr la..but den wen he told mi he was reffering at my nick..den i noe y liao...den he gave mi alots of advice...oh my my...he's reali a god-brother man!!!thanks rayyan for all the advice tat u told mi....hmmm..ok la..gtg liao..i need to get ready to go to werk..hahahaha....buaizzz.....

i wana patch but......

2005-02-21T20:02:00.000-08:00

eLo...ermm..nth special happen in sch todae..onli the same ppl tat keep disturbing mi..tat syafiq hu orways smile at mi den pretend to cough but he's akteli coling my monkey...nvm..nvm..ltr i noe wad to do back at him..haha..juz wait u syafiq...oh ya..today so hapi man!!mrs chandran didnt come!!yesH!!gt 4 free period...hahaha...but den dunno y todae i become so kuai..read book during eng period instead of enjoying myself toking to my other frenz...hmm..maybe cos i wana try to forget all my problems..haix..den i dunno y..suddenly wrote tis letter to amir..i told him everything abt syafiq..well..amir to mi is lyk one of my big brother...most of the tyme if during npcc i confirm ask him for help..either borrow his things or some other things...den after sch..straight awy go hm..hmm..dunno y todae smth wrong wif mi..become so kuai one..go hm..den play comp..while waiting for my meeting to start at 3...went hm..chat wif moi kuzzin n moi ex..dunno y nw wenever tok to my ex..confirm we somesort of quarrel..haix..den he told mi wad...he need mi la..need mi by his side la..den wan to patch back wif mi la..aiya..i totali dunno la..akteli i'm reali hapi if i patch back wif him..cos tat is wad i wan also..but having to wait till he finish his exam which is some where ard i tink april!!oh my!!i dunno if by den he still wan to patch wif mi n if he still lyk mi..haix..prob...prob...do u noe tat rite after i break wif u..i straight awy cant forcus on my studies...i even can forcus myself wen doing my ss studies CA...haix..i confirm fail my ss test...it's still a long way to go..1 month plus i have to wait for u..i tink by e tyme u will have other gal in ur heart...i noe guys...it's difficult to find a guy tat will be loyal to onli one gal...haix..i dunno if by the tyme he finish his exam i still keep in touch wif him...hmmm...okla...enough of tat la..i dun wanna cry lyk juz nw again...aniway...after i tok to both of dem..wen back to sch..go the meeting for wed. parade..den went to tm wif shairah..biase la..she wan to slack..as for mi i wan stop tinking abt my prob. so i follow her..during tat tyme i was telling shai tat i hope i wont saw hanafi face again...tat BASTARD!!den she suddenly told mi wad she tot she saw hanafi..den i was lyk..'oei!!ko biar tol..aku tk nk ngok muka dier lagi ok!'but luckily its a wrong person..if it's reali him ar...i confirm run away first sia...wad he tink easily break my heart easily ask for forgiveness ar...elo..wrong gal la...u no longer in my life n i wont forgive u tat easily ok!

all i wan is u...

2005-02-19T20:27:00.000-08:00

heyz..hmm..i'm kind of sian actually..my life nw is so damn boring...i'm kindda of miss alots of ppl nw days...but especially...haix..dun wan to say hu ar...i'm juz trying to be patient nw...i noe u wan break wif mi is also becos u wanna consentrate on ur studies...so juz be it...ur studies is important...dun wry..it's nt ur fault..i dun blame u for all tis things...it's my fault actually...i make u so stress...wah...i realli miz all my cis man...and my nco..wah!!!how i wish i can turn back tyme man...how i wish dey were still here...hmmm...ok lets tok abt wad happen 2day during npcc...hmmm...wah!!i reali cannot tahan wif my 2dae admin ppl sia!!!all of dem is lyk wad lor...abit2 wan rest...wah liao...shit sia..den for sing a long section...at least i enjoy myself la...sing2 lyk crazy ppl...whakaka....den suddenly amir ask mi if i lyk syafiq..mi??lyk syafiq...erm..i dun tink so....plz lor..i mean..ok la..both of us keep disturbing each other...always quarrel within each other..col each other names lyk monkey all tis things...but if onli lyk tat u wan to ask mi if i lyk syafiq...i tink u gt wrong tinking abt us..we are juz frenz ok...ok la...seriously wad i can say is tat..ya..last tyme i use to admire him....y??cos he's cute,funny,loves to jokes ard,kind n hansem too la..but tat was last tyme..be4 i get to noe one of my fren lyk him...after i get to noe tat shai lyk him..i try to forget abt him...and juz treat him as a fren...den i told amir la...for nw i onli gt 1 guy in my heart...even though we are separate...i juz dunno y i cant forget him...den i cant believe tat amir can tell mi to go stead wif tat syafiq...oh my my....tat wont happen ok...

wad shld i do??i'm feeling lyk nw my life kind of useless alrdy...dere's is no point of me living animore...i'm juz a LONER...i'm the lonely gal tat seems to be hapi outside but sad inside...nw my life is full of darkness...i dunno wad to do animore...i'm trying my best nt to go back to my old ways...lyk hanging outside wif frenz...slack..do nth...smoke..all tis things...i realli dun wanna smoke...i dun wan to be the 'bad' gal animore...haix... :'(

helo!

2005-02-18T23:00:00.000-08:00

hey...i'm back after so long didnt blog in..the most also if i blog is i write lyrics..so many things happen during these days..but most of dem is sad things...haix..wad can i say...i'm nw no longer belong to someone..i'm single..but nt available..hehe..my heart is onli for one person...but den nw..we are no longer together...everything has change..wen i tink back..i'm also nt the kind of azie tat i use to be last tyme...a gal tat is always cheerful even though she gt her own problems...nw she is the gal tat always try to do smth stupid wenever she gt prob or stress...lyk wad??cut herself..mood swing and lots more...nw she's the gal tat cant keep tinking abt her problem...so in order for mi to avoid tinking abt it..i'll keep myself bz...tat's the onli way to do...

[confuse]
haix..i'm totali confuse in myself...in my decision and everyting....i dunno wad to do nw...i still love him..lyk him..but wenever i look at the necklaces he gave to mi..it remind mi of him and i'll be sad.. :'( nw the onli person i orways tell my problem to is one of my ex. the ex tat orways be by my side wen i gt problem even though last tyme i use to hurt his feeling...thanks alot ashraf...and nw both of us is a close buddy..we share our prob together everything...nw...wad i'm totali dunno wad to do is tat...my heart is onli for one person and nw my ex keep calling my syg n baby...why does tis happen to me??i mean lyk...elo??i still syg kan boi...den u're lyk calling mi syg all....plz la..actually i reali dun lyk u to col mi all those things..i mean ok la..i noe i use to be ur gal...but tat was the past...nw everything has change...my heart does nt belong to u...it belong to someone else...i noe u lyk a gal name ina...so i tink u better go to her..instead of mi okies??u gt all my support ok brudder....ok back abt boi...wad shld i do??i mean does he reali lyk mi??ok..nw we are separate...but does his heart still belongs to mi??does his heart still loves mi??or is it belong to someone else??someone tat is better??haix..i also dunno...if it's alrdy belong to someone else...den the ans is tat die2 also i have to forget abt him...actuali i'm ready to forgive him...ONLI IF...he can show mi tat he reali sincere wen he tell mi he still lyk mi even though we are separate...but if he juz say it juz for the sake of saying it...let mi tell u tis..it's juz a waste of tyme....ok la..dun wan to tok abt tis anymore...i'm starting to cry alrdy..gtg...buaiz...(my heart orways belong to u!!muack..)

haix.. :'(

2005-02-16T14:10:00.000-08:00

Missing u orways

Still my no.1 even though u're gone
Love's still burning strong feel i cant move on
Sems i've lost my way.Tings juz aint the same
How i wish i'd stayed close to u

I know the rainy days aint over wen i tink of u
I know i'm nt out of tis storm yet cos i'm feeling blue
When you see in my reflection looking back at u
I'm juz trying to say

Chorus
I'm still missing you
Like the storm misses the rain
Like a warm summers day
I'll be missing u orways
I'm still breathing u
Like u're here in my arms
Like u're nt even gone
Will i feel lyk tis orways??
Cos i'm still missing u

Thought i wanted out,too young to be tied down
Tings seems clearer nw
Should have stayed some how
Hope it's nt too late
Could i juz try explain
Wish i could heal the pain caused to u

I know the rainy days aint over
When i tink of u
I know i'm nt out of tis storm yet
Cos i'm feeling blue
When you see in my reflection
Looking back at u
i'm juz trying to say

Chorus

I know the rainy days aint over
When i tink of u
I know i'm nt out of tis storm yet
Cos i'm feeling blue
When you see in my reflection
Looking back at u
I'm juz trying to say

Chorus

haix....

2005-02-15T14:43:00.000-08:00

Hanya engkau

Kadang kala aku terpikir sendiri
Mengapa aku memilih dirimu?
Mengapa jiwaku terpikat dgnmu?
Mengapa tdk jejaka lain?

Baru pertama kali aku berjumpa dgnmu
Aku sudah mula untk menyayangi dirimu
Entah mengapa ini semua terjadi
Kini engkau telah menjadi seseorang yg paling kusayangi

Sudah sebulan berlalu ku bersamamu
Semua detik2 manis & pahit kita lalui bersama
Tdk sesekali didlm lubuk hatiku ini ingin berpisah dgn mu
Hanya engkaulah satu2 nya didlm hatiku ini

Tetapi kini semua telah berubah
Engkau telah berubah
Engkau tdk seperti dulu lagi
Engkau seperti ingin menjauhkan diri dariku

Mengapa ini semua harus terjadi??
Mengapa aku yg harus menghadapi ini semua??
Apa yg telah aku lakukan hingga kau berubah seperti ini??
Apakah kesalahan ku??

Aku tdk berharap kita untk berpisah
Apa yg ku harapkan ialah hubungan kita berpanjangan
Bukankah itu yg kita harapkan selama ini??
Bukankah itu yg kita inginkan selama ini??

Biar apa pun terjadi kau tetap dihatiku
Kau tetap akan menjadi jejaka yg kusayangi selama ini
Aku akan tetap berdoa agar hubungan kita ini akan berpanjangan
Walaupun kita sering bertangkar ataupun bergaduh

Ingatlah sayang.....hanya engkau yg aku sayangi selama ini.....
Tiada yg lain......

wad's wrong wif mi?!?!?!

2005-02-07T13:14:00.000-08:00

Haiz..wad's wrong wif mi actually??'hey azirah!!!wake up!!wad's wrong wif u??'haiz..WTF!!i also dunno la...why is everything seems so wrong in front of mi?!?!especially in my relationship...hey!!wad is tis man!!is my relationship wif him going to end half way lyk tis!!OMG!dun tell mi tat la..walao!!i'm reali stress abt tis things alrdy la..my eyes is alrdy pain cos of all the tears...and nw i'm sick!!haix...i realli dunno la...haix..dear..after wadever u tell mi juz nw...for ur info..i'm realli disappointed...but den wen i tink back i noe it's my fault also..i so bad..i'm realli2 a bad gf...i give u alot of stress...actuali i cry straight away after u tell mi everything...haix...i tink..wadever mama say is rite..if u tink u've found someone better den mi..den i tink tat's e end for both of us...of cos i wish tis things wont happen to us la...but den if tat's our fate...i reali can't do anything...i cant scold u if u smoke cos i also did the same thing..but wen u say u drink...i tell u..i realli cant except tat...so ur reason to drink is cos u stress abt tis thing everything...wad's tis sia!ok la..i bkn nk carik kesalahan u...i pun ader buat salah jugak...and i realise tat...so nw u noe rite how bad am i...i'm nt gd to be ur gf...u need someone better..haix.. *crying*haix..i dunno la..i tink the best way is one day we meet den settle those probs tat we face or we dun tok to each other for the moment..i reali need tyme..haix....Fu** la..why muz all tis things happen to mi!!!argh!!.

...lurving u....

2005-02-03T22:39:00.000-08:00

Having u by my side make mi feel hapi..i use to have lost hope and trust wif all the guys around mi..being wif u for one month have make mi gain back the trust for a guy..even though i noe it's hard to gain back the trust..but i try my best in it..dere's no one else tat can replace u in my heart..even though i've gt lots of guys fren...u will always be in my heart..i'm nt sure abt u..cos u have ur own choice..u are mature enough to tink...i dun wanna force u in anything..it's all up to u..wad i need in our realtionship is tat both of us trust each other..n wen tat trust is given to us..PLZ..dun ever break e trust...accept the person for hu they are...nt for wad dey have...i juz wanna a sincere relationship..no secret between us... *silent cry*i dun wanna put alot of hope in it..cos i dun wanna get hurt anymore...juz remember tis..no one is perfect..i dunno why in e first place u accept mi as ur stead..i mean wad's the good thing abt mi??i'm nt pretty..i'm nt clever...i'm nt as attractive as other gals out dere...i'm juz one bad gal..with an attitude and mood swing...as for mi...why i accept u..is nt becos of my mum or wad..i accept u cos i've gt the feeling tat u are able to take care of mi..u are the one tat i'm searching for..a guy tat have a sweet smile,kiut n a kind heart...i noe u are the type of guy tat easily jealous...but behind tat jelousy dere smth hidden...cemburu tandanye sayang??correct??ok..maybe u might nt agree wif it..lyk wad i say it's ur opinion..so juz remember wadever happen u will always in my mind and heart...even though dere's alots of other guys outside tat i lyk..i will onli choose u..i hope u wont break my trust...mUaCkZ...luv u lots!!!*huggies*even though most of the time we always argue wif each other...quarrel over a small thing...wad comes to my mind is tat...i noe wad's the reason for all tis thing tat happen...we are of lack trust for each other..actually i realli dun mind if u wanna look at other gals..realli..hmmm...cos i noe the guys nwdays...even though dey have gal..dey still flirt ard...but i juz wish..even though u flirt ard..plZ...respect remind urseld tat u are attach...cos tat is wad i do to myself..but the way...the necklace tat u gave to mi..for ur info. i always bring it along wif mi if i go out...i didnt juz hang it on my bag...(plZ..plZ...i wish u wont be the one tat will break my heart tis tyme...i juz wanna wish to have a relationship tat i dream for so long wif u...)love u lots!!muacks.....take care my dear.....

boring~~~

2005-02-03T19:49:00.000-08:00

Aiya..todae gt nth great tat happen during sch tyme ar..so sian one..lesson also all veri damn boring one..den after sch i've gt the stupid npcc meeting wif mr sham again...walao!!tmr still have to stay back for npcc...haix..after the meeting straight away go back to moi class..help moi classmates in the decor thing...walao..frm last week till nw haven yet finish sia..slow sia moi class!!arGh!!ckp je unity is strength..tapi..abok pun takla!!ape saje la..but i onli help dem for awhile la..den have to go to the hall for cny practice...oh moi goT!!i'll be singing..hahaha..*pai sey*but den i went down for awhile juz nw..meet moi classmates..buy drink use moi cher money..whakakaka...he treat one mah..haha..so good ar he..saw tat amir..alamak!!tat monkey!!walao..he ar..aiyo..dunno wad to say sia...wenever see him ar..i confirm laugh at him one..dunno why la..aiyo yo..tat monkey ar..walao..keep disturb mi wif his fren sia..whom i also call monkey!!keep saying wad i lyk syafiq..walao!!eh helo???i'm attached ok!!eee...tat syafiq??the monkey??oh my my...nt in moi list!!can lack one corner la..hahahaha....den say wad eh..'eh ur bf is in the hall leh'..i was lyk..'huh??moi bf??plz la....can dream abt it sia'aiya..lazy to argue wif him alrdy la..den went up to the hall..den saw syafiq..OMG!!tat monkey is realli here..arh!!dun care abt it..hahaha..keep teasing him the word monkey..hahaha...fun sia..den wen i tell him i'm gonna sing for cny celebration...he say wad..alamak..confirm pecah semue tingkap ni..walao..say till lyk tat sia..hey..at least moi voice nt so bad ok!!nt lyk u..keep singing i dream song n belaian jiwa song!!till the song is nw stuck in my head!!u see la all ur fault..humph!!

[haix... :(]
aiya..it has been 2 weeks didnt meet him..haix..so sad one..wanna cry..my eye alrdy pain cos cry too much one..y??it's all becos i'm tinking abt him..haix..nw dun wanna cry anymore la..if he wan to meet..juz wait for him to tell mi..if he dun wan to meet mi den haix..nvm la..dun wanna force ppl if he dun wan...haix..k la..dun wanna tok abt tis animore..ltr i might cry again...hmmm..buaiz...miss u...

i'm tired...oh shit...

2005-02-02T17:33:00.000-08:00

HelOo..*yawn*aiya..veri tired sia..juz nw gt cross country... have to run for 4.8km...walao!!realli damn far lei!!can die..starting...ok la...jog together wif sameera...den i suddenly leave her behind..hehehe*evil mi*nxt is i run behind radiah..walao...i try to catch up wif her but den how...she run reali damn far sia...den all the way i have to run alone..aiyo...see la juz nw i pang sey sameera..den nw i have to run alone..arh...nvm..i dun care...hehehe...but lucky one of moi frenz come to mi..den we jog together..hahaha...rite after the the water point...both of us start to walk...but nt a slow walk la...after tat wen we reaching the ending point...both of us started to run..both of us put alots of energy in it...den keep pulling each other hand..hahaha....in e end both of us fall together at the ending point...aiyo...pai sey sia...den after tat i juz realise tat i sprain moi leg..oH shit!!no wonder wen i wan to run veri fast to the ending moi ankle is so damn pain...shit sia..but i juz dun care...juz sit on e floor..after the run i went to eat wif shai n nurul...adter tat straight away go hm..tired sia..somemore no mood to hang ard at tm...reached hm ard 12.30...den slp all e way till 3 plus...yet nw still veri tired n slpy..hmm...i stop here first la..need to do moi hmwk..buaiz..(missing u...)

lil' bUbBlY_gA|

in sch...

1 mth...happie together...

exam tyme...

wad the toot!!

hey...i'm back...

wad a boring dae...

wadever...

hakim,gaya,silvia

mi and sam

mi and eddie...

3n4 pic

resting

boiz...

sunset

fcuk..i'm sick...

tinking of switty

mi n neesha

e gurzz

e galz

e boiz again...

mi n glenys

asrezal n izzat

e boiz

mOi cLasS

we are not meant to be together.. =(

mIzz hYm...

*e start of a new chapter for miee*

HAPPIE BDAE TO MIE!!!

*sundae boing*

HAPPIE BDAE GAYA!!!

sick

*ma results is OUT!!*

*boring*

yeah!!at last!!finish!!

totally confuse...

i'm back...

sooo kiut.....

stop passing!!

NPCC AY ROX man!!

boring....

arh!!!fuck man!!

gaya n mi!!

tat's mi!!

tired~~

*stress*

wad a dae...

sameera clone

heluuu

mi n sammy again..

doing touch up..

mi n sammy

mi n gaya

tat's mi!!

i'm back!

tired sia..

dun say u lurve mi..it hurts alot..

e heartbroken galz

yu herng

gAyA n mIeE

seArChInG fOr tAt sOmEoNe...

e 3 frenz

mi!!

bacK....

charmaine n siti

guys...

i will always luv u..

sam n mie at the beach

pointing at nowhere

e galz

mI n fReNz

mI n SaM

wad's happening?!?!

alorrr

hmmm...

haix..

sooo boring....

oh my god...

y??y muz tis feeling??

u r wrong!!

e start of a new chapter for miee

sundae boing

ma results is OUT!!

boring

stress