GRAFFITI! aAzZiIeE's blog

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

wad a boring day man...i'm now sitting in comp lab doing crap thing tat my cher ask mi to do..
nxt week is alrdy exam and i still got alot of revision to do...haiz..i realli worried about the up coming exam...other than tat i'm also wry about sameera...i dun wan her to retained again...i wanna help her in her studies...but i dunno how...how i wish i can help her...i tried to tok to her alrdy...but den..i dun tink she will listen..haiz..wad am i suppose to do?!?!someone help mi can??
hmmm...kind of bored todae...mrs chandran keep tell my other fwenz to close tat window la..tis window la..how i wish she can juz keep quiet... oh ya..todae got anugerah..muz watch!!cannot miss it man!!i support all of dem obviously la..but i realli2 admire their talents...how i wish i can myt dem one to one...ahhhh~~~sooo cool...hehehehe....i admire fauzie and khairul coz dey are soo swit...and i juz loves thier smile...as for syed and khairil..i lyk dem cos dey are good looking...hehehe...they got thier own x factor man!!

haiz..i realli miss my darling...nearly 3 weeks i didnt mit hym..can die!!i juz wan to tok to hym on the fone and hear his voice..miss hym lyk hell...life is soo boring w/o hym..miss his jokes and other.. i hope todae he will col or msg mi and ask mi to col hym..

ok la..i gtg alrdy....blog in ltr again...tata~
(ps:sayang...i realli miss you..i dun wanna lose you....)

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
12:01 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR ISKANDAR!!yeah man!!tat is his name..iskandar i reali in love wif hym...todae is my 1 mth wif hym...dere's alot of happieness and sadness tat we've been through together...i realli dun wan to lose someone whom i realli love and care about...i juz dun wan my tis relationship happen to lyk my past relationship...i'm truely deeply and madly in love wif hym..he realli change my life wen i'm sad about nazri...aniway hu cares about nazri now...tat bastard...now the onli guy in my heart is my dearest hubby...MUHD ISKANDAR SHAH..HAPPIE 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY TO US SAYANG.. dere's alot of thing tat we been through all tis 1 mth..i hope tis relationship can last long...i miss you alot..i need you..and i dun wanna lose you...i treat hym reali lyk my hubby...cos y??he realli care about mi...even though last 2 weeks we keep quarrelling wif each other...we know tat is it for our own good...even though we quarrel alot...we still love each other...wad we need in each other is trust...dat is the most important thing for mi in the relationship..trust,understand each other and loyal to one...
HAPPIE ANNIVERSARY TO US...MUAACCKZZ.....

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
9:38 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

exam is juz around the corner...i'm busy doing my revision...everyday pack wif exam schedule tat i made for myself...till i dun have tyme to enjoy myself...ya man...tat's my life now...i'm bz all the way.. cant even find tyme to myt my guy...haiz..anyway tis is juz for a while...den my life will be juz like normal again...so tis few weeks i've been busy wif my sch and other...soo stress man!!till i got headache...haiz...so wad happen in sch todae??i suddenly become so 'study type'...listening to teacher...and do my werk...den got physics exam...basically i can do the other question except for question on light...i don't even noe a single thing about it la...how u expect mi to do it ryte...aniway it's over now...and i juz have to wait for the result... =)
had been 2 weeks i didnt myt my guy...i miss hym alot...i hope he understand why i cant myt hym all tis moment...aniway he's inside camp...so the onli tyme i can myt hym is during weekend...and last saturday i didnt myt cos i'm studying wif neesha and at the same tyme his mum juz come back from mekah...so let hym spent the tyme wif his family...tinking of meeting on the next day..but den..end up he going out wif his parents...well..nvm den...maybe nxt week den i myt him...onli if he wan to follow mi go study la..hm...ok la..got to get back to study..buaiz..
(ps:sayang..i reali miss you alot...take care of urself...n dont fool around okies.. =) i love u lots...btw tmr is our 1 mth anniversary...i hope u will remember and wish mi first be4 i wish you =) even though i'm kind of sad cos cant celebrate the 1 mth wif u...i'll try to make myself happie okies..u dun wry abt mi...all u need to do is juz take care of urself and remember i'll always love you...muacckkzz..lots of love frm mi to you)

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
6:03 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005

i'm back...hmm...went to ite college simei ytd n todae...well..ok la it was fun..i enjoyed myself..c lots of guys..aniway hu cares..i dun wan dem..i juz wan the onli one tat is in my heart rite now...iskandar...tat's it man!!soo..wad did we actuali do dere...
1)get to noe more abt their courses..
2)try out new things...
3)get to noe how is ITE life is all abt..
4)pretending as if we open our own shop..
tat's soo cool lor...we pretend tat he have our own shop..den we werk and serve the customers...
wad a great experience i had la...i also learnt how and wad does essential oil made...
ok..enough of tat...
~~my life~~
i have no idea wad is going on in my life...
i feel lyk giving up n not continuing wif my life..
i juz feel lyk argh..i have no words to describe it man...
i'm juz wondering y muz ppl backstabbed mi wen i didnt do anithing wrong to dem?!?!
WHY?!?!WHY?!!?can anione tell mi tat??
i'm really hurt by someone hu did tat to mi...
y muz u go around tell ppl the bad things abt mi and make dem hate mi..
wad's wrong wif u ppl ar??got nth better to do is it?!?!?!?!!!!muz go around and backstabbed ppl..and put words in their mouth!!!
i hate it man!!!go fuck wif dem la...
one day if i realli cant take it i wif wad ever SHIT! dey doing now i'll confront dem!!
u tink i'm scared?!?! elo..u find trouble wif wrong person ok...once u did tat to mi means u are finding trouble wif mi...n once u find trouble wif mi..i wont let u go if wad u did to mi really hurt mi n bring bad names to mi...juz wait for the tymes to come...
i'll settle it one to one...no other ppl involve..juz wait for the tyme..n be prepared...

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
6:25 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

ellow...i'm back after soo long tyme didnt blog in...well i'm dun feel lyk blogging in tis few weeks... but still i'm back wif lots n lots of story..i tink till tmr also can finish if i wan to tell it one by one... hmm..well nw i've alrdy break up wif nazri...hmm..i dun tink my fate is wif hym..aniway..i tried not to be too sad abt it...i tink he got another gal..mmm..aniway hu cares...he's no longer in my life...he also didnt contact mi ever since we silent break wif each other...but few weeks ltr i got to noe tis one guy named iskandar...well he brighten up my life again..n now i'm wif hym..i hope my relationship wif hym can last long nw..=) haix..tis week i cant meet hym...next week den maybe i can myt..y??cos he is going pulau tekong tmr...den nxt week on thursday den he come back...gonna mish hym alots.. (p.s:syg i will mish u alot..take care of urself okies..muack..) ok..ok..enough of tat...i juz got back my report slip last fridae...well i failed 3 and pass 3...lucky i pass those subject tat my mum wanted mi to pass...lucky man...aniway i still have to werk hard for my final exam..dun wan to regret lyk last tyme again...dun wan to retained another yr man...i had enough tis yr...hmm...cant believe it tat i can get A2 for my math n mly...hahaha...however i'm trying to get A1 for it...hmm... so tis week..no sch for one week...well tat's great man!!it's not tyme for mi to enjoy but tyme for mi to brush up on my studies n catch up wif those topic which i'm weak at...aniway i'm going back to sch on thurs and friday to study...so i tink i can brush up wif those thing i'm weak at ar... so todae...wad happen...hmm..didnt go out actuali...cos ytd my darling juz went back to camp...den todae dun feel good all the day...feeling lyk as if something bad is happen to someone tat is close wif mi or someone tat i reali lyk...especially iskandar....but i dunno wad is it...haix...wish no one is hurt or wadever is it...sitting at home...TOTALLY boring!!nth to do...finish doing some of my hmwk..wan to revise my book i put it in sch..dunno wad to revise...hmm...okla gtg liao...wanna watch tv..buaiz...

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
9:14 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

ello fwenz..i'm back again after didnt update my blog for a few daes or weeks...wad actually happen todae...it's juz a freaking boring dae todae...
hmm..wad actuali happen in school todae...mr yeoh wasn't realli in the good mood todae...dunno wad's the cos of it...den we got back our math common test paper...
well i did very well...i scored 41/50...not bad huh?
den for english..went to the comp lab for juz one lesson...wad the toot ryte??1 lesson in the comp lab...wad's dere to do sia...juz sit inside..den surf to one web in the end muz shut down the comp and went back to class...wtf sia...
after school...went out wif shairah...went to tampines mall...
it's so damn freaking boring lor...it's lyk wad the hell?!?!?very few people dere lor...

and now i'm lyk sitting at home tinking of wad i wan to do next...i'm juz lyk totalli freaking bored now...dunno wad to do...watch tv...my cuzzin watching those show he wan to watch...play comp...play till soo sian alrdy...wad am i suppose to do sia...
oh ya...before i forget...i juz dunno wad happen to mi todae...i mean for the past few daes i've been happie all the tyme..but out of sudden i suddenly tink of nazri...
i reali dunno wad the hell is wrong wif mi...if wanna sae i miss hym...abit got la..but i try to forget abt hym alrdy...oh gawd...what is happening to mi...
hmmm...but nvm..now i'm ok abit liao...i'm not reali sad wen tinking abt hym...cos i noe no matter wad i juz need to face the fact and juz move on wif my lyfe....concentrate in my studies is the most important ting....since now i'm doing quite well...onli tat i need to buck-up in some of my subject...i've to keep up the standard that i'm in now...

hmm..ok la..gtg liao...dunno wad to do after tis...maybe juz slack and watch tv or wad...hmm...buaiz...stay tuned for the next updates....

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:50 PM

hey fwenz..i'm lyk in school ryte now...having english lesson...sooo boring...
we are told to go in to a website...den read wadever toot stories...soo freaking wad lor...
got no mood todae...dun feel lyk coming to school lor actualli...but no choice...
oh ya..before i forget...
TO radhiah...
i wan to wish u happie bdae...all the best in wadever things you do okies??
sory for the beating...hehehe...that the present for you...hahaha...hmm..turning
15 ryte tmr??BIG gal alrdy huh...dun act lyk small kids animore okies..sry i cant
come for ur bdae party...hope u enjoy it okies...buaiz..buiaz...you rawks man!!
HAPPIE BDAE TO YOU!!!

oklah...i got to go alrdy...chaer nagging alrdy...buaiz... =P

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:07 PM

my beloved fwenz n lil god-brother...(gaya,silvia n hakim)

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:29 AM

lets smile sistaz....

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:28 AM

wad is tat wif the stick out tongue??

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:27 AM

*3N4 rulez man!!*

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:25 AM

lets rest for a while after a long walk....

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:25 AM

yeah!!it's tyme to eat!!

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:24 AM

nice ryte the sunset??

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
7:23 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

elo peeps...erm..i'm kinda nt feeling well now actuali..
have been 3 days i'm sick..ytd i'm ok abit but todae it come again..
haiz..dunno wad happen..dunno wad's wrong wif mi..maybe i didnt take care of myself...
erm...aniway hu cares...if i'm sick also better...maybe it's gonna be my turn to die next..
hu knows..i dunno..u dunno..onli god noe ryte??
ok..ok...enough of tat..
well..dere's alot of stories tat i wanna tell.but i also dunno how to list them down...
hmm...let mi tink...
ok firstly is...my studies...basically..i can see that my studies is improving..especially for math..n now i'm trying to do well in my english...
well..actuali i juz finish my common test..
for eng n humanities..i can do..but i'm not sure if i'll get good result...
an as for math n science..well...physics i can do it..but nt for chem. n for math...
oh gosh!!i loose 5 marks juz lyk tat..cos y??cos i didnt do the question...ar...fcuk...
aniway...tat's over now..and i cant turn back the tyme..
ok..ok...enough abt the studies thing...
next is...my belovered guy...nazri....i reali2 miss hym alot...i cant get rid of hym from my mind...i realli miss you..
hmm..ytd at last i get to tok to hym on the phone..i miss his voice man..his swit voice..awww...sooo sweet...
den get to noe tat his brother's hand broke...oh my..soo poor thing...
mamat u better take care of urself ok...dun let ur brother close the door juz lyk that without seeing that ur hand is there...hehehe...pity for you...take care of you hand...
soo...update for todae...i went out wif neesha and shairah...bought red shirt cos i need to wear it on mondae..shit sia..
ps:to naz..it's not i semangat national day okies!my cher yg ask my class to wear okies..dun anihow say lyk tat ar you...
den wen to eat at long john...tat one also i didnt eat finish..dunno why la..no mood to eat...
first tyme ar i didnt eat finish..haish..realli dunno wad happen...
den after tat i straight away went hm...cos got headache..and reali wanting to go home...cos why??cos i wan to reest..haiz..poor thing rtye mi..haish...
hmm..ok la..gtg..i wanna rest alrdy...sick!!!argh!!fcuk!!!
To naz:
i reali mizz you alots...all i wan is you...i dun wan anithing else other den you..do you remember wad u told mi last time...i'm truly deeply in love wif you...that is wad to told mi..and i still can remember till now...i lurb you lots...muacks...

~*aAzZiIeE sIgNeD oFf @
8:05 PM